Whore Dolls
ALot of strange things happened this weekend.
I was so great seening Chris... It made me so much more confused though. My heart and mind both just kinda blur over and i can't quit hugging him... I want to go back to that because its what is comfortable to me, but I know I can't.
IHOP... ahahaha... Men who walk in circles around IHOP at 4 in the morning in bright pink bras scare me. They are the reason I lock all my doors.
I have 2 papers to write for english. Once being a 4 page thesis dealing with the Iliad... I'm stressing.. and I really need to start those. I also need to re-write my college app. paper since thats saved to the hardrive of my laptop and is basically gone...
Brians on his way over to try and fix my other laptop and then hopefully I will maybe actually do my homework.. ugh.
I think I might go get a new cellphone and maybe a new service.. and maybe a new number so assholes cant track me down. No but my phone is a piece of shit and doesn't work barely at all anymore.
My SATs are next saturday and im freaking out over that... I need to do really well on them and I have a feeling that thats not going to happen.
I just need to get through the next 4 days. only 3 days of school this week.. I just basically need to get my ass in line and get my shit done.. Im not used to myself procrastinating so much. I can't fuck myself over this late. GOD. 8 months.
Ok... going to get my shit done now.
I was so great seening Chris... It made me so much more confused though. My heart and mind both just kinda blur over and i can't quit hugging him... I want to go back to that because its what is comfortable to me, but I know I can't.
IHOP... ahahaha... Men who walk in circles around IHOP at 4 in the morning in bright pink bras scare me. They are the reason I lock all my doors.
I have 2 papers to write for english. Once being a 4 page thesis dealing with the Iliad... I'm stressing.. and I really need to start those. I also need to re-write my college app. paper since thats saved to the hardrive of my laptop and is basically gone...
Brians on his way over to try and fix my other laptop and then hopefully I will maybe actually do my homework.. ugh.
I think I might go get a new cellphone and maybe a new service.. and maybe a new number so assholes cant track me down. No but my phone is a piece of shit and doesn't work barely at all anymore.
My SATs are next saturday and im freaking out over that... I need to do really well on them and I have a feeling that thats not going to happen.
I just need to get through the next 4 days. only 3 days of school this week.. I just basically need to get my ass in line and get my shit done.. Im not used to myself procrastinating so much. I can't fuck myself over this late. GOD. 8 months.
Ok... going to get my shit done now.