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I was let down.. I was happy for a while....O well...
I know all these entries are annoying...cuz all I do is complain..
but today...
I know....I needa update...I WILL!
today I am going to ryans with carrie to play paintball! yay!
this morning i was so tired..I never wanted to wake up...I wish I could just sleep all my problems away..I wish I could just sleep and everything would be ok when I wake up...But thats not the case...I woke up..and immediatly started crying...another day of disappointment is what i thought... and i am just sick of being KAITLIN... o well.. me and caitlin and jessyca were talking about it earlier...about how parents think our lives are so care free..and there is nothing fo us to stress over... but there is.. I am always so stressed and worrying about something.. i guess ill never live up to my moms expectations..Like when i cry and i dont tell her whats wrong..she yells at me...and i juts wanna be alone most of the time...I DONT WANT HER TO MAKE ME FEEL WORSE!. :(
I am so tired of who i am...UGG