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[kait_is_love]

Kent died 4/11 which is not too long ago. I really am having a hard time dealing with it. I dont know if its noticable to anyone but I still am at loss. Kent was a true friend to me. He was the first friend that I have ever made at panera. He was always there for me, and always willing to help me no matter how crapy I might have been to him sometimes. I never really was faithful, or or any relign. I dont pray, I dont go to church. I dont even know if there is a God. I just know that if there is a place called heaven Kent is there. I just wish that I could tell kent how much he means to me. I find myself sitting here knowing that I am going off to college pretty soon. I know that I am young an still have alot in future. The only thing that bothers me is that Kent was 19, and had a future also. He now is gone. Call me "this or that" for crying about this but I just cant help myself. If anyone reads this know that I dont know what I would do if I lost anyone else. Live life to your fullest b/c it could be over ina second.

Kentis a true hero to me. If I could tell Kent one thing I would thank him for being him, and always being there for me. I just wish that I could have hung out with him sometime. Kent for you I will one day join the AirForce. I will dedicate my carieer in the A.F. for you.

4/11/06 RIP