Clarification
What is WRONG WITH ME!?
don't say nothing. I have dependency issues like no other.
I'm not even trying to get into a relationship again. I just want to be single.
Maybe that's why I'm not calling him back. I know that it will be too easy to "forget" everything and go back to how it was. I know that I'm going to end up unhappy, so if I start the healing process now I don't have to drag it out...I don't have to feel guilty for the things I do. I mean, yeah, I love him but I'm noticing that that's really not enough anymore. I'm unhappy and all I want to do is fix it and I think that means being alone.
don't say nothing. I have dependency issues like no other.
I'm not even trying to get into a relationship again. I just want to be single.
Maybe that's why I'm not calling him back. I know that it will be too easy to "forget" everything and go back to how it was. I know that I'm going to end up unhappy, so if I start the healing process now I don't have to drag it out...I don't have to feel guilty for the things I do. I mean, yeah, I love him but I'm noticing that that's really not enough anymore. I'm unhappy and all I want to do is fix it and I think that means being alone.