the one

Jan 31, 2012 16:53

It was stupid, really. Just me being an over-dramatic, over-emotional girl (which, might I say, isn't usually how I am). It may have been a little more than a small breakdown over something quite minimal, which had me closing up myself completely (what I usually do when I'm about to let loose some nasty emotions). "Tell me what's wrong", "What did I do?", and "Please don't be mad at me" were some of the phrases that made me lose control. "Are you crying?!" No. Of course not. I don't cry in front of people, remember? But apparently I can in front of him. It took forever to get me to fess up what was going through my head at the time. I sounded like a blubbering idiot through my pathetic crying, and I even had a snot-nosed face to go with it. After I was done being an emotional wreck, and with his arms tight around me, I noticed he wouldn't get his face out of the crook of my neck. I hear a sniffle. I push him away and grab a hold of his face. "Wait...Why are YOU crying?!" It was one of the most beautiful things I had seen, and I don't mean to sound masochistic, but those tears flowing down that gorgeous face of his brought out the romantic in me. Another sniffle, and he answers, "Because you were crying, and it hurt, and now I can't stop crying!" I felt like crying all over again. No one has ever cried for me before. It made me feel so cherished, so adored, and most importantly, so loved.

You know that feeling you get when you realize you've found "the one"? Well. It's so amazingly breath-taking. 

poetry, ramblings

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