(for jonginsomniac) Concentric Circles

[dontlookforme]

For: jonginsomniac
Title: Concentric Circles
Pairings: Kai/D.O.
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 5,920
Summary: Jongin and Kyungsoo parted ways months ago; but the ties that bind them run so deep and so strong that it’s hard to let go.
Author’s Note: To my recipient, I hope this isn't too far from what you wanted. It was a pleasure writing for you and I hope you will

Comments

[sleighlay]

i am very not okay right now how dare you make me feel this way

starting with this: The house phone rings and he ignores it. His hands are slick from the wood polish and his heart is worn paper-thin; there just isn't a single tattered shred of energy left in him to deal with whoever might be calling so he lets it ring unanswered.

you can just tell that he is not okay. not at all. he's worn down mentally and physically

i hope it's okay if i skip commenting on sad jongin and the angsty parts because sad jongin makes me sad OTL

"You are the cheesiest fuck, Jongin," and Jongin had replied, "Shh, let me be your coffee cup, Do Kyungsoo." COFFEE CUP COFFEE CUPPP I LOVE THIS LINE SO MUCH ITS SO CUTE UNGH I CANT EXPLAIN THE FEELS I GET BUT THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE LINES OKAY

also holy macaroni your descriptions are so on point and perfect. always.

they'd tattooed their love onto each other's bodies this this this

and jongin is depressed again oh baby jongin its okay i promiiseee and theyre both pathetic i just want to cuddle them up in a big blanket so they have to be together forever sound like a plan??? good

It's enough to know that Kyungsoo is almost home. ;;;;;;;;;; Everything's changed and yet nothing has. ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

okay im quoting this entire paragraph because well i can and because oh dear lord

"Because I was always going to come home. I left them here so you'd know I was coming home." Kyungsoo smiles wistfully just before he leans up and kisses Jongin, "No matter what happens, I'll always come back to you, Jongin, because you're my center too, my home."

"I love you so much, Soo, and I'm so glad you're back." Jongin hugs him tightly, tears flowing down his cheeks.

"I'm glad I'm back too. I love you, Jongin. You'll always be my coffee cup. Always." Kyungsoo adds at the end and it's so unexpected that Jongin laughs and Kyungsoo joins him.

JUST SO MANY FEELINGS AND I AM SO HAPPY THINGS ENDED UP HAPPILY AND HOPEFULLY THEY WILL HAVE A BETTER RELATIONSHIP NOW AND UNGH YES

[lotusk]

/ROLLS OVER YOU WITH LOVE