Boku wa chikau yo
Boku wa chikau yo ~~ I promise you…
Author: ME, Kaishinyah.obviously…
Rating: PG-13 I guess… It MAY change. Not so sure…
Pairing: TegoPi, RyoUchi and RyoPi?
Disclaimer: I’m sadly not Johnny Kitagawa who owns the Entertainment where our beloved JE boys work in…
Summary: Yamapi has been acting strange lately when it comes to Tegoshi. Is it possible his feelings for their youngest member is more than just a friend? What will happen when young Tesshi finds out about their leader’s feelings towards him? How will he react? Will he jump into joy or will he misinterpret his senpai’s feelings into something unthinkable when he sees his beloved one kissing someone else in front of his eyes?
Chapter Two Confessions are said
Is because I think I’ve fallen for Tegoshi…
It hit him like a wound caused by a sword which had stabbed him in the heart. What is this feeling? He thought. What was this emotion of burning fire raging inside him? Was he actually jealous of his younger co-member who his best friend mentioned he thought he fell in love with? No. He knew he loved Uchi. They had been really close to each other since the beginning of NewS but maybe that love backfired when they were separated due to Kusano and Uchi’s suspension. Maybe he fell for Yamapi during the times he spent with the younger boy.
If only Uchi was here… Everything would be back to normal… The confused man thought.
“Oi Ryo chan?” Yamapi called out.
“Ah! Gomen! Really?” The guy was really confused lately.
“H-Hai… I’m not sure for myself though.”
“Well it’s good you confronted me first. We all know Tegonyan is sensitive so if you just suddenly confessed your feelings towards him without even reassuring it first, he’ll get crushed.”
“So… How did you know you fell in love with Uchi anyway?” Ryo froze hearing this question. It had been a long time since he heard that. It made him remember an unforgettable memory in his past.
Flashback
“Eh? You love me? How can you be sure you’re in love with me Ryo tan?” Uchi asked leaning on the tree behind where he was sitting.
“I can’t really explain it but when I’m with you I feel calm. Seeing your smile always makes me feel better and hearing your voice makes me feel at ease.” Ryo explained timidly. Uchi laughed at this.
“Oi! What’s so funny? I’m damn serious here Uchi!” Uchi faced Ryo with a sober-sided expression on his face.
“Watashi mo Anata wo Aishiteiru…” Ryo started to let tear drops descent from his eyes. He swiftly went to embrace Uchi who welcomed him joyfully.
“And here I thought I was the one who was going to be uke.” Uchi jested gazing down at the older boy who was cuddling him.
“Hey! I am seme!” Ryo protested looking up at his loved one.
“Oh really? I didn’t notice.”
“Baka!” Ryo looked down and hid his face. Uchi placed his hand under Ryo’s chin and forced him to look at him.
“We can be uke and seme together.” Uchi said smiling before he delicately placed a passionate kiss on Ryo’s lips.
Ryo shook the thought of his past and tried to explain to Yamapi how he knew he was in love with Uchi.
“Eto… I felt very bashful when I see his warm smile for some reason. Even though everyone else also sees it, it looks different to me. They have this unusual sensation that makes me really happy and sometimes embarrassed.”
Just like earlier when we were drinking the Miso Soup he brought…
“I called him by his nickname which everyone calls him the first time I felt I was falling for him. Then later on when our relationship as friends upgraded, I called him cute pet names which I made myself sometimes.”
I called him Tesshi suddenly when I apologized to him…
“I always thought of his good features, hoping to do something with them.” Ryo teased making his close friend blush. It wasn’t that hard to know if a person was in love when it comes to Ryo.
“You really molest Uchi don’t you?” Yamapi pestered back.
“What do you think? It’s my job to do it but because of our separation, I haven’t got any fun lately.”
“Sou desu ka…”
“Care for a demonstration?”
“No thanks. I’d rather fall of a building.”
“Suite yourself.”
I can always get you another time anyway… Ryo immorally thought. The thought of a devilish chibi version of himself with two horns, a pair of black wings and a long pointy tail evilly laughing caused him to chuckle a little.
“Eh? What’s so funny?” Yamapi raised his eyebrow.
“Bet-su-ni.”
“What’s with you? Acting all cute all of a sudden… It doesn’t suite you at all.”
“Awww… You don’t like it? I thought I sounded like Tegonyan there…”
“Well if I had to judge it… I’d say you were a cheap imitation of him.”
“Ouch. That hurt you know Pi.” Ryo dramatically said, pouting. Both of them chortled at one another like a pair of kids rejoicing.
“Oi Tegoshi! What are you doing just standing there?” Shige blustered out.
“Ah! Gomenasai Shige kun…”
Tegoshi turned around and watched his senpais smiling at each other. He suddenly frowned. His heart ached watching the guy he loved being happy with Ryo who he thought of as an older brother. The two of them were very dear to the young boy but seeing them like this was painful. Will I ever bring him happiness like that? He took a deep breath and walked towards his fellow members.
“Gomen if I took too long. Here are the glasses of water you asked for Yamashita kun.” Tegoshi said cheerfully serving the drinks to his friends. Yamapi blushed a little because of this.
Darn it… I feel hot again… Am I really in love with this boy?
“Domo arigatou.”
“Dumplings?! Xiao long bao?! Anything?!” Massu questioned jumping up from the far end of the room with a big smile on his face.
“Just a little more Massu…”
“Eh?! I can’t wait any longer! I’m eating no matter what and if any of you dare to stop me, I’ll bite you!” The aggressive boy warned before running off to the kitchen. Four pairs of eyes widened to the abrupt reaction of their member they thought was so innocent.
“We all agree to make something for Massu every time he’s hungry?”
“Hai…” They all agreed still startled from the earlier incident.
Suddenly shouts from Shige were heard from the kitchen. It was probably due to a wild buta which was attacking him because he refused to allow him to eat any of the fresh cooked dishes. Koyama rushed to the kitchen immediately worried on what would happen to his boyfriend. Yes, they were together only they didn’t tell anyone about it but it was obvious they were more than friends.
“I think I’ll help out Koyama. I don’t think he can handle Massu alone.” Ryo suggested standing up, winking at Yamapi quickly making sure that Tegoshi didn’t see it.
“I’ll help too Ryo tan!” Tegoshi festively said, about to follow Ryo.
“C-Chotto…”Yamapi mumbled grabbing Tegoshi’s wrist before he ran after his best friend.
Enjoy it while it lasts Tegoshi… Ryo smirked before heading towards Massu and the others.
Tegoshi looked back and faced Yamapi. His eyes were shimmering as if they were begging him to stay. He blushed seeing his respected senpai like that. He decided to sit down so that he wouldn’t cause any ruckus. Yamapi was relieved that the boy didn’t leave. He thought that it was the right time to tell him his feelings. It was now or never.
“Douka shita no Yamashita kun?” Tesshi asked looking down in order to hide the blush on his face.
“Ano… What do you think of me?”
“You’re my respected senpai. Yamashita kun is like a God. A god who can talk to me.” Yamapi was irritated when he heard the words that he obviously knew the boy was going to say but didn't want to hear.
“Cut the crap Tegoshi! Tell me what I really am to you. What do you really feel for me?”
“Eto…” Tegoshi began feeling a bit nervous listening to Yamapi yelling at him.
“Anata wo aishiteiru…” The young boy began feeling numb. It’s not like he didn’t want to hear the words that escaped Yamapi’s lips. In fact, he was happy to hear those words but was he hearing right?
“Eh?” Tegoshi looked up at his senpai, eye to eye, seeing that the other boy’s face was bright red.
“I love you Tegoshi. Your irresistible charming pair of beautiful eyes, your young slender figure and feminine hips, your smooth skin…” Yamapi whispered, beginning to touch the young boy’s face.
“And let’s not forget your tempting sweet soft tender lips …” The older boy mumbled slowly caressing the body feature which the other boy used to produce one of his gentle mild smiles.
Tegoshi blushed madly at this but Yamapi just ignored it. Was this really happening? The person he yearned to be with had just confessed he loved him. The guy who he idolized for so long was touching him with affection. The moment he thought was never going to happen but only in his dreams and fantasies was occurring right now in front of him.
“Hontouni?” Tegoshi innocently asked.
“Would I ever lie to you?” Yamapi answered, smiling.
“Ano that’s-”
Before Tegoshi could say more, Yamapi pressed his lips against the young boy. The young boy was astonished on the response of the person who he worshipped. He closed his eyes and tears started to fall from his cheeks. Of course, his senpai noticed this.
“Are? You’re crying? Am I scaring you?” Yamapi asked, worried on what he had done to make the poor boy cry.
“Iie… I’m just so happy right now.” Tegoshi replied, trying to wipe the tears away.
“So?” Tegoshi was puzzled at this.
“Eh?” Yamapi gave in a big sigh.
“You never answered my question.” Tegoshi smiled, it was different from all the others.
“You’re everything to me Yamashita kun. I live because of you… I’m born to only be loved by you.” Tegoshi said tears overflowing from his light brown orbs.
Yamapi held the other boy tightly in his arms, letting him nuzzle on his broad shoulders and cry even though he knew he’ll get wet. He never knew Tegoshi had admired him for a long time now. He was too blind to see that the boy’s feelings for him were more than an idol. Everyone probably knew about it. He never experienced someone caring for him more than himself. It somewhat made him feel very happy and special inside when he finally discovered that.
“Watashi wa anatanokoto oh itsudemo aishiteru…” Yamapi whispered in Tegoshi’s ear, playing with his hair. The girlish boy giggled at this, it made the manly boy smile.
Yamapi placed his hands on Tegoshi’s cheeks and stared into the blushing boy’s eyes. He knew they weren’t together yet but he was too enchanted by the sight he was gaping at. He never noticed how attractive Tegoshi was before. I’m born to only be loved by you huh? NewS’ leader thought before he snatched a kiss from their youngest member who was responding to the given ardor by returning it back.
“What the hell are you two doing?!” Massu exclaimed, eyes widened and jaw dropping as soon he saw the couple making out in the living room.
Note: Watashi mo Anata wo Aishiteiru means I love you too. in Japanese. I found it on a forum so yeah… Watashi wa anatanokoto oh itsudemo aishiteru means I’ll love you forever. I just got that from Yahoo answers. The user said her mother was Japanese so I trusted her answer than the others.
Author’s Note: My head hurts… Oh well… It’s probably because I’ve been researching some new vocabulary and finding Japanese terms… That’s why I take so long to update… Sigh… But moving on! I updated the story without receiving comments from others because I think
mika_tesshi &&
tesshi_yamapiare the only people I need to receive comments from to continue my fanfiction! I love you guys! X]
I’m born to only be loved by you…
Original Text: tegoshi is born to be loved by yamapi
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