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[kaiserkuchen]

The past days have been with their slight ups and downs, though in summation I think I am chugging along with the things I Am Supposed To Do, Eventually quite well. Every day I wake up, look at the crap weather outside and do more than manage to feed myself and putter around on the internet counts as victory! Being social with other people besides

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[laulan]

*huge hug* Oh, sweetheart, I'm just so sorry to hear that. I wish I had better words of comfort to offer than those, but there's nothing really, is there? Nineteen is too young to die, especially so soon. God, I can't even think of what her parents must be feeling. But ♥ let me know if you need an ear, I'll be here.

[kaiserkuchen]

Thanks for the comment ♥, but really, I'm okay. It's just really depressing when one starts to think about it-- it kind of makes you even more aware about how fragile life can be and how much we should make the most of what we have. I'm actually more worried about how some of the other people I know are taking it-- this one friend especially. They used to be friends before having this falling out two years or so ago, and from what I talked to him briefly per skype yesterday, he doesn't really know what to feel yet. I think that he, like the others who had their issues with her are now just feeling intensely, intensely guilty and regretful about what happened. I just hope he doesn't feel too bad about the circumstances, I mean, there's nothing he could have done, no one really anticipated it happening.

Ahhhh.

[laulan]

♥ Sometimes even when you didn't know someone too well, something like that can have a surprisingly big effect, that's all. It IS depressing, and I hope your friend can make peace with it.

♥ againnnn.

[yukitheawesome]

Oh my god…

That's awful. I…don't know what to say. I really have nothing to say. I just figured commenting is my weird way of paying my respects. Just…