Tonights me hogie night
Whatever that means as its a line from an old b-rated movie. Heheh. So Earl and I are going out mini golfing, might do a bit of partying at the El Torito before retiring some place. Our first night together both exciting and nerve racking.
I really dig this man; he makes me a little crazy with some aspects of his personality but I know my insecurity probably isn't helping matters. Plus we both have been single so long you get set in your ways and both of us have to remember to be flexible. Bottom line is we do like hanging out together a lot. He came down yesterday because he'd rather be with me than bored at home twiddling his thumbs. I think that is cool. We even went to the book store though he probably isn't into them as much as I am but he knows I like them. We played a silly game of hide and seek but our minds were elsewhere for sure.
Then we sat out listening to holiday music which he said he enjoyed the holidays even if he didn't celebrate. I don't either or at least not like the monotheistic religions do.
What I like about him is we do talk-it may take time to get all the words out; sometimes not even right away but we do talk which I miss having someone to chat with. Sometimes we don't say anything at all which is okay too. I need to remember not all the air between us needs to be filled with conversation.
While I acknowledge there is a healthy bit of lust there since we both are sexual people, there is also mutual like and growing respect. I'm inviting him over for xmas eve to just hang out. Not sure if he'll go for it as both of us are close to our remaining parents and would rather be around them. Still, if we both have that day off we can pickle around here without spending a dime. I have netflix along with a good tv for game playing and he has an Xbox 360.
I really dig this man; he makes me a little crazy with some aspects of his personality but I know my insecurity probably isn't helping matters. Plus we both have been single so long you get set in your ways and both of us have to remember to be flexible. Bottom line is we do like hanging out together a lot. He came down yesterday because he'd rather be with me than bored at home twiddling his thumbs. I think that is cool. We even went to the book store though he probably isn't into them as much as I am but he knows I like them. We played a silly game of hide and seek but our minds were elsewhere for sure.
Then we sat out listening to holiday music which he said he enjoyed the holidays even if he didn't celebrate. I don't either or at least not like the monotheistic religions do.
What I like about him is we do talk-it may take time to get all the words out; sometimes not even right away but we do talk which I miss having someone to chat with. Sometimes we don't say anything at all which is okay too. I need to remember not all the air between us needs to be filled with conversation.
While I acknowledge there is a healthy bit of lust there since we both are sexual people, there is also mutual like and growing respect. I'm inviting him over for xmas eve to just hang out. Not sure if he'll go for it as both of us are close to our remaining parents and would rather be around them. Still, if we both have that day off we can pickle around here without spending a dime. I have netflix along with a good tv for game playing and he has an Xbox 360.