Blessings on a Sunday of musings

[kaisenji]

This long week has given me a good idea of just how alone I am when Mom isn't around. I missed out on the singles thingie because I just didn't feel like going nor did I want to leave the house alarmless & unguarded. Instead I indulged in my favorite thing: spending cash at Barnes and Noble. Might as well get a membership the many times I've been there. Anyway, I've had my vacation as I told Apollon this morning. Time to get back on the boat to improving myself. This includes making time to connect with people other than online. To see other humans, interact, touch, smell and listen to other's talk. I find myself getting cynical on this computer which does none of the above. People need to get out and see other humans. I like being outside doing things so its time to do just that. I think I'll pick a couple of good solid hobbies beyond what I have now to do on the weekend or make plans to visit other places. Just do it. There aren't many Pagan groups around here but I know a lot of Pagans both single and married attend Ren Faires so once I drop another 40 lbs or so I'll pick up an outfit to wear for the next ren season. Plus they are comfortable to wear to Pagan rituals.
First event coming: Joshua Tree Roots Music Festival in October. I got plenty of time to plan a comfortable two day trip.

I pretty much took control of the house and did all the little things she did that I paid no attention too. This is my own bad. For one thing I hate washing dishes yet as I do them in the warm, Simple Green scented water it is like its meditation that people do not take advantage. From washing my brother's blankets, I discovered that doing things late takes away the pleasure of doing other fun things later. Procrastination IS my middle name after all.

I need to find a new middle name.