Nov 17, 2010 21:09
Somehow I had expected that I would sense it, that is how it is supposed to be when something happens to someone closely connected and important to you.
I would expect to feel more affected, like something about me would change but it really all just seems the same.
Though I am worried by my lack of an emotional response to my grandmother dying, I worry more worried that it upsets my mother that I cannot generate a reaction.
existential