Complicated.
I wasn't going to write an entry, but I decided I should say at least something. How I am feeling right now would be compared to someone who just watched someone they cared about walk away for the last time. I should be crying right now but I can't. I'll save it for later. I miss Kira. I may act all touch when she leaves but I am so far from being as strong as I look. It hurts when I am without her. I've been her for over two months now. I should be used to her and want to be away and should be loving the space; I hate it. She is my other half. It's just no fun withour her around.
We have been watching Harry Potter for he past couple days. I'm scared about what happens next. I miss her. She thinks I am jewish. I deny it. I'm really not. It's fun when she messes with me like that, though. She makes my cheeks hurt from laughing at times. She carries the whole world on her shoulders. I love her just the way that she is. I couldn't ask for a better person to be with. She is an amazing girlfriend and I wish I could show her off more. She makes me happy; so happy. I have so much fun with her. I was hugging her today and I looked in the mirror to see how adorable she looked while holding onto me it made me so happy to know that I could be the one holding onte something so precious. Sometimes I don't ever want to let her go. I could hug her forever. I do feel protective of her. She is my prized posession.
This will conclude my entry for tonight.
Moral of it is I love Kira and when I am without her life is harder than you could imagine.
We have been watching Harry Potter for he past couple days. I'm scared about what happens next. I miss her. She thinks I am jewish. I deny it. I'm really not. It's fun when she messes with me like that, though. She makes my cheeks hurt from laughing at times. She carries the whole world on her shoulders. I love her just the way that she is. I couldn't ask for a better person to be with. She is an amazing girlfriend and I wish I could show her off more. She makes me happy; so happy. I have so much fun with her. I was hugging her today and I looked in the mirror to see how adorable she looked while holding onto me it made me so happy to know that I could be the one holding onte something so precious. Sometimes I don't ever want to let her go. I could hug her forever. I do feel protective of her. She is my prized posession.
This will conclude my entry for tonight.
Moral of it is I love Kira and when I am without her life is harder than you could imagine.