i'll stand by you.
i am posting this for a awesome boy i met, that i cant talk to right now, he has shut me out, i cant hate him for it, because if you have to live life this way, sometimes contact with others hurts too much, and you just want to shut everyone out, so that you have more control over what you are feeling... what you are trying to block out.
So texts go unanswered and people disappear... serioulsy i want to hate everyone, it seems like having this illness is not enough, events and people must conspire against me, so i have to fight at every turn, i thought that windows were supposed to open when doors close??? All that happens to me is brick walls... good thing i have no sense of self preservation, i will try and climb, or smash through, until i meet the barrier that stops me dead.
Anyways, Darling, this is for you, i hope that someone is there for you right now, even if you dont want it to be me.
i miss you.
Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
cause I've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Wont let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
So if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you
When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
cause even if you're wrong
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
~Pretenders, 'I'll Stand By You'
the worst thing about this is that i trusted you, i really trusted you, i thought i had found in you a friend that understood. Now i don't know what to believe. it seems like Everything is soooo WRONG.
So texts go unanswered and people disappear... serioulsy i want to hate everyone, it seems like having this illness is not enough, events and people must conspire against me, so i have to fight at every turn, i thought that windows were supposed to open when doors close??? All that happens to me is brick walls... good thing i have no sense of self preservation, i will try and climb, or smash through, until i meet the barrier that stops me dead.
Anyways, Darling, this is for you, i hope that someone is there for you right now, even if you dont want it to be me.
i miss you.
Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
cause I've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Wont let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
So if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you
When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
cause even if you're wrong
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
~Pretenders, 'I'll Stand By You'
the worst thing about this is that i trusted you, i really trusted you, i thought i had found in you a friend that understood. Now i don't know what to believe. it seems like Everything is soooo WRONG.