Anxiousness
I finally broke the law, and my promise not to break it, by downloading some music. But it's so damn good and won't be able to get my hands on any records here in Sweden. So the band I'm talking about is Breaking Benjamin, which were introduced to me a couple of weeks ago. Now I've done quite thorough research and can't find them in any Swedish online record store or in any normal (I only checked one, but they all have the same records...). But now when I think about it, there's one place where they might have them. They're kind of specialised on hardrock so it could be the right place. It would feel better to buy their album, rather than downloading, but if I can't without ruining myself, I won't.
Somehow this week has had me stressed, despite the fact that I haven't had that much school-work to do. I can see two other reasons though, which both will culminate tonight. The first is a meeting on which I have to be the president. The LARP-club hires some forest and there's one person in the commitee who is responsible for it. When the person who was it before resigned, I became responsible. So now we're having a meeting about an event being in that area and since I all but hate the damn thing I just feel so stressed about it. It shouldn't be that bad, but I feel so guilty for not knowing anything and not having checked things I should check. It simply makes me feel bad.
The second reason is the boy I mentioned in the last entry. I'll have to talk to him today, since he didn't show up on MSN. That shouldn't be too bad either, since Neko told me he apparently feels about the same as I do. But it's still hard to talk about such things. I just have to make myself do it. No tied tounge for me.
Now I have to eat before going to school. Yay for not having any lessons in the morning.
Somehow this week has had me stressed, despite the fact that I haven't had that much school-work to do. I can see two other reasons though, which both will culminate tonight. The first is a meeting on which I have to be the president. The LARP-club hires some forest and there's one person in the commitee who is responsible for it. When the person who was it before resigned, I became responsible. So now we're having a meeting about an event being in that area and since I all but hate the damn thing I just feel so stressed about it. It shouldn't be that bad, but I feel so guilty for not knowing anything and not having checked things I should check. It simply makes me feel bad.
The second reason is the boy I mentioned in the last entry. I'll have to talk to him today, since he didn't show up on MSN. That shouldn't be too bad either, since Neko told me he apparently feels about the same as I do. But it's still hard to talk about such things. I just have to make myself do it. No tied tounge for me.
Now I have to eat before going to school. Yay for not having any lessons in the morning.