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I'm bored. Maybe it's just me being super tired but I don't even know anymore. I'm feeling a lot of worn out and sleepy, and just things that I want to do and try to accomplish seem pretty far away.
The odd thing is that work today went pretty well. The script I wrote is getting pretty universally good reviews aside from some constructive criticisms. I just can't seem to want to do anything right now.
I did have this idea of writing a story about a murder mystery (it's a fantasy one, I always want to write fantasy). I enjoyed the idea thoroughly. Hopefully this doesn't descend into me rewriting the plot of Ultima 7. But I like the idea. It sounds fun. I've actually got a lot of genuinely good intellectual property that I've developed but just not done anything with. Which is stupid. I've dedicated my adult life to the pursuit of this, and I'm genuinely good at it. Somehow that's not enough. Or it's that the ease by which I believe I could do it just doesn't present the challenge for me anymore.
Still today was pretty damn great. Work went fine. Stupid people called in, we laughed and joked. I had fun at least. Today I was at the gym with my friends -- who are basically my partners in life forever -- and we trained. I acquitted myself very well. I have nothing to feel bad about at all right now.
Tomorrow is going to be similarly great. I'm going to my friends mum's house tomorrow who is a terrific cook. By which time she will have spent the entire day cooking masterfully created meals and I will partake in delicious free food. Lasagna, a rib-eye log. A fantastic risotto. Some delicious German thing. I'm going to stuff my face, it's going to be glorious.
Eh so I'm over feeling a little shitty. How was your day?
The odd thing is that work today went pretty well. The script I wrote is getting pretty universally good reviews aside from some constructive criticisms. I just can't seem to want to do anything right now.
I did have this idea of writing a story about a murder mystery (it's a fantasy one, I always want to write fantasy). I enjoyed the idea thoroughly. Hopefully this doesn't descend into me rewriting the plot of Ultima 7. But I like the idea. It sounds fun. I've actually got a lot of genuinely good intellectual property that I've developed but just not done anything with. Which is stupid. I've dedicated my adult life to the pursuit of this, and I'm genuinely good at it. Somehow that's not enough. Or it's that the ease by which I believe I could do it just doesn't present the challenge for me anymore.
Still today was pretty damn great. Work went fine. Stupid people called in, we laughed and joked. I had fun at least. Today I was at the gym with my friends -- who are basically my partners in life forever -- and we trained. I acquitted myself very well. I have nothing to feel bad about at all right now.
Tomorrow is going to be similarly great. I'm going to my friends mum's house tomorrow who is a terrific cook. By which time she will have spent the entire day cooking masterfully created meals and I will partake in delicious free food. Lasagna, a rib-eye log. A fantastic risotto. Some delicious German thing. I'm going to stuff my face, it's going to be glorious.
Eh so I'm over feeling a little shitty. How was your day?