'Spose its time I updated
New year. Not so much new stuff going on. I'm probably gonna end up saying a lot of nothing here but here goes.
I suppose part of the reason I don't post here all that often is that my life has been a cavalcade of the same bullshit every damn day. Now this is not to say each day does not present its own challenges, simply none can really be deemed "blog-worthy." For this reason I try and avoid posting stuff that I would find uninteresting to read about.
I've realized I need to find something to do with my life.
Okay that's not quite correct. This is something I've known for some time, in fact something I've known for what feels like forever. The problem is I am a lazy bastard with no real idea of what steps he would like his life to take. I mean I really lack the discipline necessary to motivate myself to do anything these days except go to work. I'm sure having a career path would be helpful I have no idea what I want to pursue. I mean my interest seem pretty much figured out; video games, technology, computers, history,, writing and discussing anything of the previous. I also realize that for anything I've just mentioned schooling would have to be involved but here where my usual logic comes to bite me in the ass; I hate wasting my time doing something that I realize halfway would not bear fruit.
Simply put I hate starting something and halfway through realizing that I've grown frustrated to the point of hating the very thing I began. This is, once again, a discipline issue that I need to deal with.and that I'm slowly working on.
Anyway I'll finish this later....
end - 2/3/2010 130pm
I suppose part of the reason I don't post here all that often is that my life has been a cavalcade of the same bullshit every damn day. Now this is not to say each day does not present its own challenges, simply none can really be deemed "blog-worthy." For this reason I try and avoid posting stuff that I would find uninteresting to read about.
I've realized I need to find something to do with my life.
Okay that's not quite correct. This is something I've known for some time, in fact something I've known for what feels like forever. The problem is I am a lazy bastard with no real idea of what steps he would like his life to take. I mean I really lack the discipline necessary to motivate myself to do anything these days except go to work. I'm sure having a career path would be helpful I have no idea what I want to pursue. I mean my interest seem pretty much figured out; video games, technology, computers, history,, writing and discussing anything of the previous. I also realize that for anything I've just mentioned schooling would have to be involved but here where my usual logic comes to bite me in the ass; I hate wasting my time doing something that I realize halfway would not bear fruit.
Simply put I hate starting something and halfway through realizing that I've grown frustrated to the point of hating the very thing I began. This is, once again, a discipline issue that I need to deal with.and that I'm slowly working on.
Anyway I'll finish this later....
end - 2/3/2010 130pm