Jan 08, 2009 02:00
So the new years is upon us so I might as well try to write something. First off I resolve to not resolve anything for this coming year. I instead choose to act.
So far I hear everyone I know, or at least give a damn about, is still alive and somewhat good health. Not everyone is happy right now but there is a whole year to improve on that. I myself started the new year on a downer. I was planned and in the process of packing to move to the Bay area. That sadly is now not the case and at the very least it was not my fault things did not go as planned. There will be other opportunities to venture out if I keep a sharp eye open and a keen ear to the ground.
Of course everything in my life is in a odd state of limbo. I'm not really doing anything right now but i'm not screwing myself over in any way either. I have a job, a roof over my head and good people around me. But I'm not at any point pushing any form of boundaries or anything. I really need to change this before the stagnation drives me mad. Worst part would be if this happened and it is all my doing. On the work front at least I think we've so far had a good or at least decent year. Nothing new to really report aside from still having a job after things did not go as planned.
Personally nothing much has changed. People have moved out of the area for reasons outside their control, while others are coming back and decided to sticking around. Personally none of y relationships have changed with the people close by. People further away from me....well I sometimes do wonder where i stand with some people these days. I'm not around enough to mess with my reputation but at the same time they know nothing of if i've evolved in any way. I have no word on if they have also changed . The latter alone could very well make relationships change so it is very concerning about how i still stand with people.
For new people. I've met some nice individuals around late this year. Of course these are people out of my area but that's been nothing new form e. I enjoy talking with them both when I have the opportunity to do so and wish for the chance to hang out with them outside the box of the net. Of course that is all dependent of them so for now I am happy to get to know these people for whom they are before I destroy my reputation in fie minutes of them meeting me =P
My love life is still as complicated as it ever was.
Well that's about it. I'm certain I'll do a follow up post tomorrow morning or later tonight and speak at length about some things but until then I go smeep now.
Eliseo/Kain