waiting for time.
Dear Journal,
I didn't know living in a house with them would be this hard. It is just a phone call. Am I too optimistic? I was thinking if they want the report of her sickness it is just as a record or to facilitate the witting if reports. Is my thinking to simple or theirs is too complicated? I know the process everyone had been through is absolutely hard and we are praying so hard that we don't have to repeat it ever again. But the problem is, why making a fuss out of it when we can know nothing? They are so anxious about the report, just a call it is able to make everyone minds be in havoc.
I really don't know how to react. To me there is nothing to be fuss of. The process is hard, we do not want to walk through it again but what can you do? What do you know? There is nothing to be fuss off now but to wait patiently and pray sincerely. I don't wanna put an unlucky ending to the ending that we had yet to know. Well, it might not be an ending. No matter it is or not, do we have a choice? Sometimes, I really feel that we should be more optimistic.
I know the feeling is so terrible. To wait for the result that would determine your life. But, what else that we can do?
I wanna believe in something good so that something good will really happen!
I didn't know living in a house with them would be this hard. It is just a phone call. Am I too optimistic? I was thinking if they want the report of her sickness it is just as a record or to facilitate the witting if reports. Is my thinking to simple or theirs is too complicated? I know the process everyone had been through is absolutely hard and we are praying so hard that we don't have to repeat it ever again. But the problem is, why making a fuss out of it when we can know nothing? They are so anxious about the report, just a call it is able to make everyone minds be in havoc.
I really don't know how to react. To me there is nothing to be fuss of. The process is hard, we do not want to walk through it again but what can you do? What do you know? There is nothing to be fuss off now but to wait patiently and pray sincerely. I don't wanna put an unlucky ending to the ending that we had yet to know. Well, it might not be an ending. No matter it is or not, do we have a choice? Sometimes, I really feel that we should be more optimistic.
I know the feeling is so terrible. To wait for the result that would determine your life. But, what else that we can do?
I wanna believe in something good so that something good will really happen!