Drabble - Here
Title: Here
Author: kaimannen
Rating: PG
Pairings: Can be whoever you want it to be. I imagined it as Yuji(SuG)xMitsuru(SuG).
Length: 247
Disclaimer: I do not own anybody mentioned in this.
Comments: Just a little drabble I wrote. I hope you enjoy.
I don't want these feelings to ever to go to waste. I want to embrace them and hold on to them, even if they are to be my destruction or to cause me pain later on. I want to be able to say that I did everything without regret, that I truly got what I wanted. I want to be able to look back with a smile on my face and say these were the happiest days of my life. Even though you were physically there, I want to be selfish and pretend you were there emotionally with me. I want to lie to myself, deceive myself, into believing you were truly there a hundred percent with your feelings. I want to be able to face you again and show you that I am capable of moving on and hold no regret to our doomed from the very beginning relationship.
With these thoughts in mind, I roll over in my bed and pull the covers around me till it feels like I will suffocate. I'm not ready to re-enter the world, yet. I do not want to face anybody and their probing questions about what happened to us. More specifically, I don' want to face you. You, the person I fell in love with, broke my heart.
I want to be able to face the world again with new thoughts and emotions before I leave the sanctuary of my bed. Until then, I’ll be here mending myself.
Author: kaimannen
Rating: PG
Pairings: Can be whoever you want it to be. I imagined it as Yuji(SuG)xMitsuru(SuG).
Length: 247
Disclaimer: I do not own anybody mentioned in this.
Comments: Just a little drabble I wrote. I hope you enjoy.
I don't want these feelings to ever to go to waste. I want to embrace them and hold on to them, even if they are to be my destruction or to cause me pain later on. I want to be able to say that I did everything without regret, that I truly got what I wanted. I want to be able to look back with a smile on my face and say these were the happiest days of my life. Even though you were physically there, I want to be selfish and pretend you were there emotionally with me. I want to lie to myself, deceive myself, into believing you were truly there a hundred percent with your feelings. I want to be able to face you again and show you that I am capable of moving on and hold no regret to our doomed from the very beginning relationship.
With these thoughts in mind, I roll over in my bed and pull the covers around me till it feels like I will suffocate. I'm not ready to re-enter the world, yet. I do not want to face anybody and their probing questions about what happened to us. More specifically, I don' want to face you. You, the person I fell in love with, broke my heart.
I want to be able to face the world again with new thoughts and emotions before I leave the sanctuary of my bed. Until then, I’ll be here mending myself.