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it's amazing to me how everything can change so quickly. the entire semester i couldn't wait to come home and now that i'm here, all i want to do is go back to school. I think for the first time in my life i miss school and i miss classes. Living independently is sooo much simpler than everything else. I now truly appreciate the fact that i moved far away to go to college. if you're thinkin about going to a place that is less than 3 hours away i would seriously reconsider. it's hard at first but you'll thank yourself later. basically, either i stay the fuck out of my house for the rest of my winter break or i go back to school now. granted i really dont want to leave marty or any of my friends, but at this point i'm willing to make some sacrifices to get the hell away. besides....you can all come visit me in colorado. we'll ski and have fun. I miss my small ass bed in my dorm, and my awesome gym, and my simple life that consists of eat, sleep, watch tv and go to class. Oh and work....which i need to get a better job come to think of it. life just isn't that fun anymore. i'm sick of it. i want to fast forward to like 10 years from now when i'm practicing vet med and married and living my own damn life.