GOOD MORNING!
Ok i am so0o0o0o tired this morning because yesterday i got home from school at 2:45pm ( i hate that darn bus) and then mom and Lauren got home and then we all left at 3:30pm to go to a hockey game that was at 8:00pm in some place an hour from marlboro( home rink) Then we had the best time in the chinese restaurant! lol ever time lauren went to take a drink of water the lady would come back and fill her cup again. Then i had to listen to lauren name off all the very chinese sounding food. everything sounded like po ping dow( i guess you had to be there). then we went to the rink and saw all the college guys on rocco's team! OMG Wicked HOTT! then we found out we had to pay to get into the game so we went into the rink early and say all the lil girls practice. dad told me that the goalies were swiss cheese. Then i found out lauren did not bring her jacket home from college so she took all the blankets that i had to get from out of the MB ml320. then i sat there freezing and then we had to go get our hands stamped and then payed $16 bucks to see the hott guy play!( so worth it) lol but they are all older then me. I just wish that someone would find me and like me and not stand there as they just get there books out of the locker like no ones there.. lets put it this way i am not the kind of person to make the first move and i think thats what kills me.i have done really all i can and know i have to sit back and watch myself lose i really dont know i anyone hows how much this sucks. its like watching the lonely fat kid in school eating his pain in candy. so0o0o if you have any comments please post because i dont know what to do. ive given up on this before and i think i can again i just wish it didnt have to be the way it is. its like playing with a broken toy that you think will work if you just pretend it is new again. well as i was stating before the game was ok last night 4-2 we lost. aand then we got home at 12:25pm last night. i am still shacking it off and so is lauren and rocco. dad had an early game thins morning and mom is at work. so ttyl! and if you know who you are in this whole i hate the world but not you thing (ie who i kinda like) i hope you know that because i think your soon gunna have one less crusher because im already crushed!