my life has been changed
i think i just experienced one of the hardest things i have had to ever do in my life thus far.
as many already kno... arron died on tuesday. he went to churchill, was a senior, and i knew him.
today was his viewing... it really makes u think after you go to one of those things. it really wasnt fair that he died. he was my age... still had so much to experience... it really broke my heart seein him lying there... dead... and knowing that at school on monday, he wont be there... he wont be there ever again.
i mean people die, yea i get that... but its differnent when old ppl die... its more their time and ok... not this death though. for the first time in my life personally, i thought "it just isnt fair. it wasnt his time."
being in that room was so sad but at the same time it amazed me how many kids from chs were there... all in their varsity jackets and just showing how much they cared... big football players breakin down. to me this just showed how much ppl care about other ppl, even if it doesnt seem like it all the time.
CARPE DIEM... its seriously what i am gonna live my life by. i realized that you only get one life and that it really is stupid to worry about the little things when there are so many other experiences out there and relationships to be had. honestly, life needs to be fun because you really never kno whats gonna happen. today, it didnt have to be aaron... it could have been anyone there today... and to me... i dont want to waste any time havin fun while i still can.
so on that note... heres to the night... and the many nights to come...
as many already kno... arron died on tuesday. he went to churchill, was a senior, and i knew him.
today was his viewing... it really makes u think after you go to one of those things. it really wasnt fair that he died. he was my age... still had so much to experience... it really broke my heart seein him lying there... dead... and knowing that at school on monday, he wont be there... he wont be there ever again.
i mean people die, yea i get that... but its differnent when old ppl die... its more their time and ok... not this death though. for the first time in my life personally, i thought "it just isnt fair. it wasnt his time."
being in that room was so sad but at the same time it amazed me how many kids from chs were there... all in their varsity jackets and just showing how much they cared... big football players breakin down. to me this just showed how much ppl care about other ppl, even if it doesnt seem like it all the time.
CARPE DIEM... its seriously what i am gonna live my life by. i realized that you only get one life and that it really is stupid to worry about the little things when there are so many other experiences out there and relationships to be had. honestly, life needs to be fun because you really never kno whats gonna happen. today, it didnt have to be aaron... it could have been anyone there today... and to me... i dont want to waste any time havin fun while i still can.
so on that note... heres to the night... and the many nights to come...