I apologise for the profanity but this is my vent after meeting my ex again on the weekend.

[kailawen]

Aptly titled, Fuck You

Fuck fuck fuckety fuck fuck!
Once again I let you use me, abuse my heart and refuse me.
Why can't I let you go? Send you away, learn what you need to know.
My heart is torn, between love and reason,
You single me out, this must be the season
To be lifted so high, I might burst with joy
Only to realise, I'm only your toy.
Fuck you and your excuses, I'm not in this for fun
I'm in this for pieces
Pieces of you and pieces of me, fuck you, I thought you were in to me.
Why the hell, does this hurt so much?
I fucken love you, but who can I trust?
You leave me broken, ravaged in pain, I feel like I'll never love again.
So fuck you for destroying the little faith I had
Fuck you, you son of a bitch, for making me feel so damn bad.
Useless and hopeless, you've shot me through,
Why the hell can't I stop loving you?
I know I'm angry, I can't help it,
You had my heart and life dealt it,
I try to recover, while you run off with your other lover,
Don't worry about me, I'll be fine you'll see.
Fuck you, lover, fuck you.