MUST BREAK 20K tonight
And Writer's Block as decided to eat my soul. Guess I need to just force myself to do it. Penta is giving me the biggest motivation this year. If I don't finish he gets to read EVERYTHING that I wrote. Every last shitty word. So I have to work and push myself through.
By the way, I officially care way to damn much about my job and where I work. What working 6 days this week but getting paid for 7 (Yaa! Overtime!). Still starting to feel the burn out effect but I feel like there is so much that needs to get done there that I can't really leave without feeling guilty. I know this is unhealthy.
Starting to really look forward to the New Year when I can forsee actually having time again for myself. December shall be spent baking and knitting and crafting as I make the Christmas gifts for this year. I found out last night that Penta and I might be hosting the family Christmas Dinner this year. I should note that I have never one in my life cooked a Turkey. Mildly worrysome. Although I have had the request made for my Butternut Squash soup that I made a Thanksgiving be made.
By the way, I officially care way to damn much about my job and where I work. What working 6 days this week but getting paid for 7 (Yaa! Overtime!). Still starting to feel the burn out effect but I feel like there is so much that needs to get done there that I can't really leave without feeling guilty. I know this is unhealthy.
Starting to really look forward to the New Year when I can forsee actually having time again for myself. December shall be spent baking and knitting and crafting as I make the Christmas gifts for this year. I found out last night that Penta and I might be hosting the family Christmas Dinner this year. I should note that I have never one in my life cooked a Turkey. Mildly worrysome. Although I have had the request made for my Butternut Squash soup that I made a Thanksgiving be made.