Not To Be Sold
It hit me like a ton of bricks when I found out. It started with small tingles all over the place...no, it wasn't the cool breeze. I inhaled my cigarette slowly as if it was my last. It felt like I was told a huge secret and it was bursting inside of me. I got confused, I searched the nights sky for a star and immediately made a wish. *nothing can go wrong then...* I closed my eyes tight and then a tear fell. I raised my head and looked hard. I searched for something to grab, not physical but emotional. I was crying...I was crying. I can feel again. So simple, so complex, so gentle...always so hard. I felt bold again, scared, weak, pushed, open, inspired and shy. God it felt good. I felt.
Then I laughed as I was crying and admitted I was in love. I screamed inside because it was too late to shout it in the streets. Time stopped, I promise...never swear. ;] I never saw a single firework tonight but my heart set off several for me. What a highlight...if I could only find a better word. For days I've been unvoluntarily starving my heart, my soul and most importantly my mind...tonight, I had a feast.
Thank you for the preparations and hands that made it.
Heather
Then I laughed as I was crying and admitted I was in love. I screamed inside because it was too late to shout it in the streets. Time stopped, I promise...never swear. ;] I never saw a single firework tonight but my heart set off several for me. What a highlight...if I could only find a better word. For days I've been unvoluntarily starving my heart, my soul and most importantly my mind...tonight, I had a feast.
Thank you for the preparations and hands that made it.
Heather