Romanticism...
I'm beginning to wonder if I'm just a hopeless romantic. Or if there is something about me that makes me unappealing to men. It's not so much that I've been expecting men to come breaking down my door, but it would at least be nice to think that someone might be interested. I think it's mostly just that I'm almost 19 years-old, and never been kissed. A lot of the problem is that I see my friends coupling up within weeks of having been in college, then there's me. Little old 3rd Wheel Kaija, and It's always seemed to be that way. Maybe I'm just the pretty girls ugly friend. I guess this is basically just Kaija emo time. It doesn't happen that often, but I felt like I needed it. I'm actually feeling a lot better now, but It'd still be nice to get out a a date or two, with some nice charming, sweet guys.