W h a t T h e F u c k ?
I cannot seem to figure out why I feel like this. My stomach feels like it up and left my body entirely. My appetite is completely gone. My eyes started tearing up. I can't explain any of it. About a half hour or forty-five minutes ago I just got this feeling. It's not my uncle or anything like that because the tube came out of his throat and he's talking to us now. I just.. I don't know. I was thinking about going to sleep, but I know what I won't be able to. Someone told me when I get a feeling like this, it's something I won't admit. But truthfully, I don't know what there is to admit. All I did for the past hour was talk to Jace in an IM. Role-play a lil' bit. Lurk in a room, then leave. Nothing big or dramatic occured.. I guess I'll just sit it out, or go outside and chill with some friends. But right now, I'm not getting anywhere.