Mar 25, 2005 00:17
I should probably feel remorse, I think I do...to some extent. I haven't really done anything wrong, I just feel as if I've betrayed my own feelings. At least I'll be the only person upset with me.
It happens to everyone, doesn't it?
No, no it doesn't.
I feel like it's not safe to let people in anymore, so I'm going to stop. I don't feel anything when I look at anyone anymore. It's really unpleasant.
I stopped taking my medication yesterday, I feel better, it wasn't helping.
I hope she knows that I miss her.
The night sky was beautiful, at least to me. I wanted to go to queens, but Jacob wasn't up for it.