Mar 31, 2004 14:57
... u know this pack week has been pretty good shits been going way well and i have been way happy and least i thought i was.. and its weird like in the last two days so many people have been askin me if im doing ok b/c i dont talk much any more and i was like yea im soo great i coulnt be better and i thought that way way weird but who knows maybe i just want to be happen soo thats why i think i am i dont know its just welrd today and yesterday were soo shity but i was happy like i was but wasnt who knows i found out one of my good freiends is moving and its shitty im gonna miss that goo soo much and i hope he does ok b.c wee he hasnt had the best life but i love him and and hope shit gets way better for him soo that made me way sad and i dont know today i was in 7th hour and out of no where i got yelled at like bad and i have this thing that i get scared when people yell at me (long story has to do with my family dont ask) but yea soo i started to ball my eyes b/c i was getting yelled i just couldnt stop crying for the life of me and i have no idea why either it was crazy a whole buch of shit was running threw my head and what not it was scary oh well thought i just cryed ALOT soo yea that was my poopy ness i just had to write but really im not depressed im a happy one i just wish shit was a lil bit easier or something like that
ps.> Im so lost im barly here
i wish i could explain myself but..
words escape me
its to late to save me
you're too late
you're too late!!!!
<3