Feb 26, 2004 22:08
-oh well same ol' bullshit as everyday life sucks... for im soo sick of school its not even funny... im just soo sick of shit thats goes on... i wish it wasnt like this i wish all us people didnt have to be suck fuckin ass wholes! man its soo gay im sick of seing my friend crying.. and im sick of crying im sick of being stronge.. i just wanna break down but i wont i will be there till the end for her.. b/c the most important thing to me is that she makes it threw soo i will be strong for her even if its breakin me down inside... i wish we werent allowed to treat people that way it just seems soo wrong to me!I DONT FUCKIN LIKE SEEING HER HURT!
its killing me too see u this way babe and im sorry... u have no idea how much i wish i could just take ur pain away from u and just put it on me thast all that matters to me is that ur ok thats all i want is too see u smile agian no matter how much i hurt and want to break down i wont not even a lil im gonna be STONG for u untill ur not hurting any more! u shouldnt be treated this way its not heathly not one should i hate this seeing u like this is fucking killing me b/c i dont even know what to do im just soo lost and i hate it b/c i want u too be ok AHHHHHH im gonna get u threw this please be strong! I LOVE U!
i just dont know any more......
its just all getting so hard.............. :(
<3 you >kailey