I'll try and make this short and sweet
This last week has been great. I can't think of anything that hasn't worked out. On top of that it's been exceptionally productive.
Made it to the gym first times in the last five days. My goal is at least for a week till I can fit on everyday and more importantly my body can handle it. I can already feel and see my progress. I'm going to get the six pack I've wanted since I was a chubby kid. On top of that I have an appetite again, I missed eating. I'm eating much healthier and have been for the last few weeks.
Work is going good too. Making enough money to get by and have done pocket cash. My pops also found some extra work for me at 15 an hour under the table. I'm stoked for the extra cash. Plus, it's nice to help him and my mother for once, and it's skills that wil be relevant through out life. At this rate I'll be out of debt this time next year, at the latest.
I talked with my parents and dylan about going to school for drama and videography(don't know the specific term.) All of them were supportive and it made me feel that much better about trying it out. Ther plan for now is to try and start fall or winter term. It depends on where I am with money/debt and when I'm ready to commit the time and effort. Next time I go to school it's to benefit and learn. I want to excel and not waste my time or money.
I've never been this happy with myself, life, or anything. Nor have I ever been as close to my family, several friends (might as well be friend), and people in general. I've let go of unnecessary stress, anger, my bad attitude, and am making positive choices. It's amazing how much can change over a short time. I also know that something/someone will try to bring me down, but that's life. It's mind over matter and I'm not playing the losing role. You only live once, might as well make the best of it.
One love.
Made it to the gym first times in the last five days. My goal is at least for a week till I can fit on everyday and more importantly my body can handle it. I can already feel and see my progress. I'm going to get the six pack I've wanted since I was a chubby kid. On top of that I have an appetite again, I missed eating. I'm eating much healthier and have been for the last few weeks.
Work is going good too. Making enough money to get by and have done pocket cash. My pops also found some extra work for me at 15 an hour under the table. I'm stoked for the extra cash. Plus, it's nice to help him and my mother for once, and it's skills that wil be relevant through out life. At this rate I'll be out of debt this time next year, at the latest.
I talked with my parents and dylan about going to school for drama and videography(don't know the specific term.) All of them were supportive and it made me feel that much better about trying it out. Ther plan for now is to try and start fall or winter term. It depends on where I am with money/debt and when I'm ready to commit the time and effort. Next time I go to school it's to benefit and learn. I want to excel and not waste my time or money.
I've never been this happy with myself, life, or anything. Nor have I ever been as close to my family, several friends (might as well be friend), and people in general. I've let go of unnecessary stress, anger, my bad attitude, and am making positive choices. It's amazing how much can change over a short time. I also know that something/someone will try to bring me down, but that's life. It's mind over matter and I'm not playing the losing role. You only live once, might as well make the best of it.
One love.