Can't Say No: a KAIEN/RUKIA fanmix
EDIT: Fixed the link, since megaupload deleted it. Sorry about that :)
Hello, fellow KaienRukia fans! -waves- Lately I’ve been pretty obsessed with Kaien and everything that has to do with him, so I was sorely disappointed that there are not a lot of KaiRuki fanfics or fanart. So, I made this KaiRuki fanmix! :)
There are four parts to this mix - Rukia meeting Kaien and consequently falling for him; Rukia losing Kaien; Rukia meeting Ichigo and remembering Kaien through him; then Rukia encountering the arrancar that looks like him. I was originally going to write a fic that went with this soundtrack, but I didn’t have time to. Maybe eventually I'll get around to it...
Lyrics and zip file download under cut-please comment if you download, and if you have any questions why I put a song in feel free to ask :)
CAN'T SAY NO: a KAIEN/RUKIA mix
“Naked” - Avril Lavigne
I wake up in the morning
Put on my face
The one that's gonna get me
Through another day
Doesn't really matter
How I feel inside
'Cause life is like a
game sometimes
But then you came around me
The walls just disappeared
Nothing to surround me
And keep me from my fears
I'm unprotected
See how I've opened up
Oh, you've made me trust
"We Intertwined” - The Hush Sound
In a field outside of town we could always be alone
Carry a blanket maybe a basket - and that's it
Innocence was the key I was locked up never free
Until you turned me
Like vines we intertwined (like vines we intertwined)
Carelessly growing up and growing old
Life was on our tongues (on our tongues)
And it tasted heavenly so good
“Sweet Misery” - Michelle Branch
I was lost
And you were found
You seemed to stand on solid ground
I was weak
And you were strong
And me and my guitar,
we strummed along, oh
Sweet misery you cause me
That's what you called me
Sweet misery you cause me
And in my heart I see
Oh, what you’re doing to me
“Twisted” - Carrie Underwood
Baby you're a wrecking ball crashing into me
Nothing I can do but fall piece by piece
You broke down every part of me that ever thought I'd never need you, baby
It's twisted
Messed up
And the more I think about it
It's crazy, but so what
I may never understand it
I'm caught up and I'm hanging on
I'm gonna love you even if it's wrong
Even if it's twisted
“Ashes And Wine” - A Fine Frenzy
Don’t know what to do anymore
I’ve lost the only love worth fighting for
I’ll drown in my tear storming sea
that would show you,
that would make you hurt like me
is there a chance,
a fragment of light
at the end of the tunnel,
a reason to fight
is there a chance
you may change your mind
or are we ashes and wine?
reduced to ashes and wine
or are we ashes…
“Just A Dream” - Carrie Underwood
It was two weeks after the day she turned eighteen
All dressed in white
Going to the church that night
She had his box of letters in the passenger seat
Sixpence in a shoe, something borrowed, something blue
And when the church doors opened up wide
She put her veil down
Trying to hide the tears
Oh she just couldn't believe it
She heard trumpets from the military band
And the flowers fell out of her hand
Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go?
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
I can't even breathe
It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream
“Without You” - RENT
Without you, the ground thaws
the rain falls, the grass grows
The stars gleam, the poets dream
the eagles fly without you
The Earth turns, the sun burns
but I die, without you
The world revives, colors renew
but I know blue, only blue
lonely blue, willingly blue
Without you
Life goes on but I'm gone
'cause I die, without you
without you
without you
without you.....
“Haunted” - Kelly Clarkson
Louder Louder
The voices in my head
Whispers taunting
All the things you said
Faster the days go by and I’m still
Stuck in this moment of wanting you here
Time in the blink of an eye
You held my hand, you held me tight
Now your gone and I’m still crying
Shocked, broken, I’m dying inside
Where are you
I need you
Dont leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you’re with me
“Just Let Go” - Mae
We've got all night just to make it all right
Would you take a walk with me?
I'll give you all I've got, just spare me your time
And I promise you won't want to leave
Are you
Are you falling for me?
This time
We'll find what we both need...
There's an old oak tree
We can swing and sway
Throw our guards away
(You're so far away)
It's just you and me
We can get away
We can get away
(You're so far away)
In this lover's play
We are happy here
Oh, in every way
Oh, and then we just let go...
Just let go...
“Near To You” - A Fine Frenzy
He and I had something beautiful
But so dysfunctional, it couldn't last
I loved him so but I let him go
'Cause I knew he'd never love me back
Such pain as this
Shouldn't have to be experienced
I'm still reeling from the loss,
Still a little bit delirious
Near to you, I am healing
But it's taking so long
'Cause though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet, I'm better near to you.
“Hallelujah” - Rufus Wainwright
Maybe I have been here before
I know this room; I have walked this floor
I used to live alone before I knew you
I've seen your flag on the marble arch
love is not a victory march
it's a cold and its a broken Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelu----jah
"I Hate Myself For Losing You" - Kelly Clarkson
I woke up today
Woke up wide awake
In an empty bed
Staring at an empty room
I have myself to blame
For the state I'm in today
And now dying
Doesn't seem so cruel
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore
I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here
"Good Enough" - Evanescence
Under your spell again.
I can't say no to you.
Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand.
I can't say no to you.
Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
I can't breathe but I feel...
Good enough,
I feel good enough for you.
And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall.
Pour real life down on me.
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough
Am I good enough for you to love me too?
So take care what you ask of me,
'cause I can't say no.
“How To Save A Life” - The Fray
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life
“Let Go” - Frou Frou
so let go, jump in
oh well, whatcha waiting for
it's alright
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown
so let go, just get in
oh, it's so amazing here
it's alright
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown
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