mid life crisis

[kaieliza]

wow....it has been a long time livejournal. college has gotten me obsessed with facebook. plus i feel like so much has happened that hasnt been previously recorded that it is just too late to start updating people on my life now, but i will try. i love school and everything, but i am home the weekend and everything just feels a little bit off. i dont know why. everything is changing so much while im gone, i feel almost guilty about missing all of it. i woryr about my family. i seriously miss my family a lot while im gone, and if things keep going the way they are thats going to get a lot worse very soon. i dont know if i would be able to handle it. i mean its not like i dont want to be at college, its only the happiest i ever been in my life, i guess im just being wierd. i have to learn to adjust. i miss everyone. i had a dream the other night that i came home and all of my old friends hated me. i woke up thinking it was true...one of the worst feelings ever.

call me whenever you want...chances are, i miss you!