[JYUSAL] Dolly ranting (nothing bad... just... long winded)
Okay, maybe not really.. but still. I keep looking at the drawn character, and at the doll representing him. They look very similar, but is missing many things... like his horns, his tatts and scars, and especially the rest of his demonic features... claws and such. Since I have no money, I cannot get these things for him. So I have to wait, but what can I do for him while I search for a job?
I am disliking his personality a little... at first, Jyusal was supposed to be an all crazy loon who had hardly any real intelligence, just was an insane killing machine. Then he turned into a serious chess master, who had a very bad start and a horrible ending in the story... and now he's this peverted man who likes to screw with people's minds, and take what he wants when he wants it... and getting mad when his hair tangles? What the hell happened to him?
I know, he's my character, and I shouldn't make a big deal about it... but I am! Because I love my little devil king. Maybe it's not his personality, but is appearance.
I should do something myself... not just make jewelry for him, but finally get to work on some clothes for him. I am NO professional... not even a novice. I just have a shitload of books and others things (like the internet) by my side, but no actual experience on my hands. It's gonna end up crappy... and I have this beautiful fabric... it's so gorgeous, but I don't want it to sit around and collect dust! But I also don't want to screw things up, and turn it into a beautiful mess... I wanted to make something for my boy that is just as beautiful as him... yet I'm going to have to pay someone else to make his clothes for me. Shows how freaking useful I am. I suck.
I am wanting to change some things about Jyusal, in his character and of his doll form. So, from now on, no more stupid 'boat lights' (two tone eyes) and stuff. I'm going to take his wig off and everything and try to fix it... as it needs that. Also, I'm going to see how retarded Grell would look on Jyusal's bod. LOL
So Jyusal will have all red eyes, like he should. Also... MOAR RED! Needs moar. He's the red king after all. So... yeah. This also calls for a new faceup. I did't take into account that his wig would block the pretty details on his temples. Shiznit... so he'll be needing a new faceup even though I love this one... what'll I do? his faceup is perfect except for the stupid dots on his temples that you cannot see because of his WIG. Farging wig... maybe he needs a new one. But cannot find good red haired wigs...
lol Would someone be interested in favors and crappay jewelry in exhange for clothes and aesthetics for him? xDD Probably Mose likely not. Oh well. I'll try for a job when I move to da new house.
Also... Lookie, I finally made an icon. I had to use an old pic because... well I just cannot get any pics of him as of late. D: It sucks... how the heck am I going to show feels through something that has none?! HOW DO YOU GUYS DO IT, AND I CANNOT!??!?!? -cries-
Warg... this really sucks... I need to come up with something, or a certain someone is going bye-bye for sure. to be put away for a very, very long time. Doing what he does now, collect dust. I'll come up with something... I hope. -bashes head against wall-
I am disliking his personality a little... at first, Jyusal was supposed to be an all crazy loon who had hardly any real intelligence, just was an insane killing machine. Then he turned into a serious chess master, who had a very bad start and a horrible ending in the story... and now he's this peverted man who likes to screw with people's minds, and take what he wants when he wants it... and getting mad when his hair tangles? What the hell happened to him?
I know, he's my character, and I shouldn't make a big deal about it... but I am! Because I love my little devil king. Maybe it's not his personality, but is appearance.
I should do something myself... not just make jewelry for him, but finally get to work on some clothes for him. I am NO professional... not even a novice. I just have a shitload of books and others things (like the internet) by my side, but no actual experience on my hands. It's gonna end up crappy... and I have this beautiful fabric... it's so gorgeous, but I don't want it to sit around and collect dust! But I also don't want to screw things up, and turn it into a beautiful mess... I wanted to make something for my boy that is just as beautiful as him... yet I'm going to have to pay someone else to make his clothes for me. Shows how freaking useful I am. I suck.
I am wanting to change some things about Jyusal, in his character and of his doll form. So, from now on, no more stupid 'boat lights' (two tone eyes) and stuff. I'm going to take his wig off and everything and try to fix it... as it needs that. Also, I'm going to see how retarded Grell would look on Jyusal's bod. LOL
So Jyusal will have all red eyes, like he should. Also... MOAR RED! Needs moar. He's the red king after all. So... yeah. This also calls for a new faceup. I did't take into account that his wig would block the pretty details on his temples. Shiznit... so he'll be needing a new faceup even though I love this one... what'll I do? his faceup is perfect except for the stupid dots on his temples that you cannot see because of his WIG. Farging wig... maybe he needs a new one. But cannot find good red haired wigs...
lol Would someone be interested in favors and crappay jewelry in exhange for clothes and aesthetics for him? xDD Probably Mose likely not. Oh well. I'll try for a job when I move to da new house.
Also... Lookie, I finally made an icon. I had to use an old pic because... well I just cannot get any pics of him as of late. D: It sucks... how the heck am I going to show feels through something that has none?! HOW DO YOU GUYS DO IT, AND I CANNOT!??!?!? -cries-
Warg... this really sucks... I need to come up with something, or a certain someone is going bye-bye for sure. to be put away for a very, very long time. Doing what he does now, collect dust. I'll come up with something... I hope. -bashes head against wall-