Realization.... Jyusal
I wanted to do one last thing before I loose my internet and telephone for a while, and I think I somewhat like it... I was experimenting with photoshop. Since Jyusal was known as the 'red devil' where he comes from. I hope the photos look okay...
It's from Jyusal's point of view again, and also, none of this is being 'said', just like the last story. It's all in his head, except for actions, which are labeled with hyphen ( - ) signs.
I'm trying... and sorry for the noise in the pics. >< There's nothing I can do about that with the bad lighting I used. D: All my materials and equipment are at the new house..
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I cannot sleep... I never could, knowing that once I wake up, I am still alone. I would lay in this coffin of despair for hours, fully awake...
I yearn for the touch of his skin again... the feel of the warmth of life in him. To one day that I will make him suffer. I will steal that warmth, and turn him to ice.
Now I remember, I was cast here by him. Him and his son, the prince, as well as that blasted 'hero' they chose. Pah... Now I am cursed to this foreign void, sealed away from life. But I won't let it get to me, oh no... what kind of demon do you think I am? (Or was...)
-falls- Oh! Who am I kidding?! I cannot cope with this! I was the most powerful creature living, nothing could stop me! I had everything at my fingertips when I wanted it, and did whatever I pleased! Whoever came in my way was promptly removed from existence!
-fakes a sob, then flops onto his back-
But even as the truth hits me hard, it changes nothing. I hate to admit, I still miss them. Him especially. My dear Uzoxy, my little angel. -sighs- Angels... feh, they give me many problems, but I still cannot keep away.
And so, because of my undying curiosity, I pay for it with everything I have, and everything I ever was... Other may think that I may be just a big child in an adult's body, but if they had listened to MY part of the story, they'd think otherwise.
But in the end, I'm still Jyusal, right? I still have my soul, and that's what counts. Ah, and my physical beauty as well. Hmph. I regret falling victim to Uzoxy and team's tricks, but I am still strong!
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-whimpers-
