So moving on isn't as easy as I thought it was, and I just remembered a good friends advice: Nobody has a set timeline of healing. Maybe that's why I failed at moving on before, I tried to force it, I tried to make myself okay when I wasn't. Heh, all in all I might be the victim of my own doing. I'm just gonna take it slow and steady from now on, and try to beat on myself less, and ::groan:: be a little easier on love. So, let the healing vision (OMG DDR LAWL) begin.
Music, to go with the process.
Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To Hell with my pride let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry
Would it help if i turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To Hell with my pride let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To Hell with my pride let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry
Eh, might not be that tough after all, if you just let it happen.
Roarso love really doesnt suck that much