The Year in Review
I've officailly lived away from home for a year, as of today. Time flies, whether you're having fun or not I guess. All in all, I've had fun down here, learned alot about myself and people in general. There are some things that I could've done better, and things that I've done harder than anything else in my entire life.
Today started fine. I went to the courthouse to pay my ridiculous speed-trap ticket. The people there were great though. So now I just need to take that fucking 4 hour class to keep the insurance company off my back. Should be easy enough though, so Hakuna. Need to help Q move tommorow too, so a little good karma won't be bad for my case either.
What's been buggin me all day is the other 1 year mark that today stands for. It's been a year today that she told me to fuck off and die. Around this time too, this time being 5ish. It's been fucking with my head all day, I was on the verge of fucking screaming right in the middle of downtown. I've been ready to jump on the first mother fucker that looked at me the wrong way all day. I really thought I had put all this bullshit behind me. Guess there's still something there that I need to fight off. Or get rid of. Or just deal with it. Cuh, I hate what that fucking bitch has done to me. I could care less about her telling me to stay the fuck away, it's all this lingering bullshit that I can't get out of my head. I guess I just have to guard my heart a little harder.
I really wish I could get home for a week or something, but at this point it's too late, and it'll be way too expensive. Christmas isn't that far away I guess. One of the girls here is going back home for the weekend, up in Chicago. Lucky broad, heh.
Oh, right. Christmas. The seniors will be gone. Go figure, I'm waiting on the very thing that I wish didn't have to happen. And I thought that watching people graduate from high school was hard.
8 Seconds tonight should be good. I just want to fucking chill out and have a good time. I swear to God if there's any hint of drama, I'm GONE. Normally I'd go out with the mentality of looking to score with a girl tonight, but I'm so infuriated with the female species right now, I'm just going to chill. I'm done with broads for awile.
RoarI own this desert college town, bitches!
Today started fine. I went to the courthouse to pay my ridiculous speed-trap ticket. The people there were great though. So now I just need to take that fucking 4 hour class to keep the insurance company off my back. Should be easy enough though, so Hakuna. Need to help Q move tommorow too, so a little good karma won't be bad for my case either.
What's been buggin me all day is the other 1 year mark that today stands for. It's been a year today that she told me to fuck off and die. Around this time too, this time being 5ish. It's been fucking with my head all day, I was on the verge of fucking screaming right in the middle of downtown. I've been ready to jump on the first mother fucker that looked at me the wrong way all day. I really thought I had put all this bullshit behind me. Guess there's still something there that I need to fight off. Or get rid of. Or just deal with it. Cuh, I hate what that fucking bitch has done to me. I could care less about her telling me to stay the fuck away, it's all this lingering bullshit that I can't get out of my head. I guess I just have to guard my heart a little harder.
I really wish I could get home for a week or something, but at this point it's too late, and it'll be way too expensive. Christmas isn't that far away I guess. One of the girls here is going back home for the weekend, up in Chicago. Lucky broad, heh.
Oh, right. Christmas. The seniors will be gone. Go figure, I'm waiting on the very thing that I wish didn't have to happen. And I thought that watching people graduate from high school was hard.
8 Seconds tonight should be good. I just want to fucking chill out and have a good time. I swear to God if there's any hint of drama, I'm GONE. Normally I'd go out with the mentality of looking to score with a girl tonight, but I'm so infuriated with the female species right now, I'm just going to chill. I'm done with broads for awile.
RoarI own this desert college town, bitches!