Success...
Good Morning. I just woke up. Okay. I don't know what is going on but i guess i'm not praying right or something cuz everything is getting more and more fucked up each fakkin day. Constantly i just want to fuckin die and get my life over with. My whole fuckin life since i was a kid was fuckin ups and fuckin downs like a roller coaster. But then each time death creeps into my mind, i get another thought. If I die, it means i give up, and that means i failed myself. After contemplating that for the past few fuckin days I'm making a promise to myself that i'm gonna fuckin succeed. I know it's gonna take a few years, and i realize that it's gonna take a LOT of fuckin hard work, but just to show everyone that i can fuckin succeed and to show myself that's what i'm gonna fuckin do, even if it's not what other ppl see as success, as long i GET what i want, it's fuckin success to me. So i'm listing my goals for whoever to fuckin see and each time i reach a fuckin goal, it'll be crossed out. I put this on my life, i'm going to turn my dreams into a reality...
Dreams soon to be reality...
5. Finish School
4. Be able to support my WHOLE family
3. Start my own business
2. Create an organization to help people
My #1 "dream" will be a secret and only time will reveal itself, because this is very possible that i can't make it turn into reality... But i know that i have to try harder with this than with any of the other ones above because the outcome of this means the absolute world to me. I hope it looks in my favor. Ahaha don't you all just hate me now? Cus you're wondering wtf my #1 dream is? AHAHAHA no one will be able to figure it out ahahaha~!!! Well, actually, there is most likely 1 person that can figure this out... In case I don't see you later, good afternoon, good evening, and good night...
Dreams soon to be reality...
5. Finish School
4. Be able to support my WHOLE family
3. Start my own business
2. Create an organization to help people
My #1 "dream" will be a secret and only time will reveal itself, because this is very possible that i can't make it turn into reality... But i know that i have to try harder with this than with any of the other ones above because the outcome of this means the absolute world to me. I hope it looks in my favor. Ahaha don't you all just hate me now? Cus you're wondering wtf my #1 dream is? AHAHAHA no one will be able to figure it out ahahaha~!!! Well, actually, there is most likely 1 person that can figure this out... In case I don't see you later, good afternoon, good evening, and good night...