Stubborness causes regrets...
YES. Because of my stubborness i do say things and act upon things that i regret later. WHY? because whenever i say something or act upon something, it keeps "us" apart longer and further away... and then afterwards i realize what i've just done, I begin to realize the eye opener. For each moment that passes me by, i've just condemned myself to pass those moments without him... But right now i'm still in a prior engagement, and that's what has kinda fucked up my situation to be with this person. I guess that's why i'm becoming more and more stubborn. I don't know how to act upon this whole ordeal right now cause, i can't be with him at the moment, and i don't want him to wait cuz i can't promise anything. But when i try to bring it up and open my mouth to say those words, nothing comes out...I don't know why it's like that, but i can't... Hahaha sometimes i'm beginning to think that it's undeniable that we should be together and undesirable for us to be apart..... I'm so unsure about this whole fucked up situation of mine... The only thing i'm sure on is that i miss him like crazy...