Jun 16, 2002 00:46
" You're holding on to that last thread of hope because you don't know what is to come of your relationship with him. When he comes back, either you guys will date for a few months, find differences, and break-up, or you guys'll fall madly in love, get married, start a family, and life will go on... If you decide that he's not the one for you, you both go your own separate ways and end up breaking-up, come find me... but if you choose to stay with him, for he makes you happy and life worth living, don't find me...."
I contemplated this statement over and over, inside and out, carefully, analyzing every perspective imagineable. I then realized, I can't even go a week without seeing him, talking to him, or even emailing him, what made me think i could go on with the rest of my life without being able to see or touch him ever again. I now understand the quote," Many people will walk in and out of our lives, but only a few will leave footprints in our heart." He's left such a big imprint in my heart, that no matter how many times the different waves of love tried to erode the memories away, it would only cut into me deeper, agonizing me, reminding me day in and day out, you let what could've been the most incredible thing in your life, slip away. But exactly what do you do when you're with the man you absolutely adore and grown to have strong feelings for, then all of a sudden, you find someone who could be your soulmate standing before you.....