Fuck the lies
This week has probably been one of the worst on record since I was pledging, and with the way that things are going, I'm starting to think that Christmas Break isn't going to be what I was waiting so patiently for.
I don't care if you decide that you don't want to hang out with me, but when you call and then say you'll call later and don't, its bullshit. If you don't want to hang out then just say talk to you tomorrow, cause it saves me a night of waiting on a phone call, just to hear from my sister that not only are you two out, but you're out with Josh, and why the fuck can't we all hang out? When the hell did everything change. Yes, I'm dating Tyson, but that doesn't mean that we all can't hang out as friends. We did it before and I don't get why we can't do it now. And I've been thinking that I need to talk to you about this shit but I keep hoping that you won't continue to do it, but then you surprise me and do it again. I just don't understand why you can't say that you're not going to call, it hurts a hell of a lot less if you do that than to say you'll call. You make me feel like I'm not worth it, and yet when we went out last night everything was fine, we had a great night talking and catching up and shopping, I don't get why you can be honest with me then but then be a bitch and not call. I'm sick of the bullshit all I want it to be able to hang out with everyone, and I don't think that that's too much to ask for, but maybe it is.
And that was just about the icing on the top of the cake for my shitty week, and I'm just waiting on a shitty Christmas, because with the way that things have been going recentley, it seems that that's going to happen...
IF YOU DON'T WANT TO HANG OUT THEN JUST FUCKING TELL ME
I don't care if you decide that you don't want to hang out with me, but when you call and then say you'll call later and don't, its bullshit. If you don't want to hang out then just say talk to you tomorrow, cause it saves me a night of waiting on a phone call, just to hear from my sister that not only are you two out, but you're out with Josh, and why the fuck can't we all hang out? When the hell did everything change. Yes, I'm dating Tyson, but that doesn't mean that we all can't hang out as friends. We did it before and I don't get why we can't do it now. And I've been thinking that I need to talk to you about this shit but I keep hoping that you won't continue to do it, but then you surprise me and do it again. I just don't understand why you can't say that you're not going to call, it hurts a hell of a lot less if you do that than to say you'll call. You make me feel like I'm not worth it, and yet when we went out last night everything was fine, we had a great night talking and catching up and shopping, I don't get why you can be honest with me then but then be a bitch and not call. I'm sick of the bullshit all I want it to be able to hang out with everyone, and I don't think that that's too much to ask for, but maybe it is.
And that was just about the icing on the top of the cake for my shitty week, and I'm just waiting on a shitty Christmas, because with the way that things have been going recentley, it seems that that's going to happen...
IF YOU DON'T WANT TO HANG OUT THEN JUST FUCKING TELL ME