counting blessings
:((( Why isn't things going smooth for the boys?
JYJ halting activities in Japan is bad bad news. They are the only group I follow these days. And as if TVXQ ceasing activities is not enough. Now this? Ugh.
I hope everything goes fine for them. They totally don't deserve any of these crap at all.
Bad news aside, I'm going shopping with mummy tomorrow! And skipping lessons! Hah. Me loves some mother-daughter bonding time.
I may not have a lot of friends who I can show off to, nor am I Miss Popular, but I'm so glad that I'm blessed with a mother who always love me more than anyone else, a father who would give in to me even if I'm wrong and a brother who cares about me in his ways. I'm blessed with this awesome family that nothing else matters anymore.
I used to put my friends first, family second when I'm younger. I used to want to fit in. I used to want to please everyone else. Then I realised it doesn't matter how hard you try, people don't always like you, and there are bound to be people who are jealous, sour and try to hurt you in every way possible. And when that happens, you realise it will always be your family who will always love you for who you are, no matter whether you are right or wrong.
I'm glad that I don't have to carry that facade after secondary school. I think it was in JC when I grew out of it. Changed my mindset. Mind over matter remember?
I know not many people are blessed with a healthy and loving family, so I must have save a nation in my past life to earn this.
HTHT with mum yesterday and we do have this once every few weeks. I love talking to her and because 2 of my listening ears are abroad so.. yeah. Mum always tell me to not concern myself with others words. To not let anger get to me. I remember I used to recite this poem or something which says:
人家气我，我不气。
我若气时，中他计。
要是气死，谁来替？
想想还是别生气！
It's on the wall and we always like to recite that to each other whenever we got pissed. I think I kinda forget that along the way and got all pissy and bad tempered. LOL.
Anyway, point is, I'm glad that I have an understanding mother and dearie who is miles away but still managed to cheer me up.
And this kinda friendship is so rare that I think it happens once in a lifetime. I don't need a lot of friends who don't care, I just need one that truly does.
Alright, I shall get back to movies! Btw, brother totally got my funshion working. How great my life can be?
JYJ halting activities in Japan is bad bad news. They are the only group I follow these days. And as if TVXQ ceasing activities is not enough. Now this? Ugh.
I hope everything goes fine for them. They totally don't deserve any of these crap at all.
Bad news aside, I'm going shopping with mummy tomorrow! And skipping lessons! Hah. Me loves some mother-daughter bonding time.
I may not have a lot of friends who I can show off to, nor am I Miss Popular, but I'm so glad that I'm blessed with a mother who always love me more than anyone else, a father who would give in to me even if I'm wrong and a brother who cares about me in his ways. I'm blessed with this awesome family that nothing else matters anymore.
I used to put my friends first, family second when I'm younger. I used to want to fit in. I used to want to please everyone else. Then I realised it doesn't matter how hard you try, people don't always like you, and there are bound to be people who are jealous, sour and try to hurt you in every way possible. And when that happens, you realise it will always be your family who will always love you for who you are, no matter whether you are right or wrong.
I'm glad that I don't have to carry that facade after secondary school. I think it was in JC when I grew out of it. Changed my mindset. Mind over matter remember?
I know not many people are blessed with a healthy and loving family, so I must have save a nation in my past life to earn this.
HTHT with mum yesterday and we do have this once every few weeks. I love talking to her and because 2 of my listening ears are abroad so.. yeah. Mum always tell me to not concern myself with others words. To not let anger get to me. I remember I used to recite this poem or something which says:
人家气我，我不气。
我若气时，中他计。
要是气死，谁来替？
想想还是别生气！
It's on the wall and we always like to recite that to each other whenever we got pissed. I think I kinda forget that along the way and got all pissy and bad tempered. LOL.
Anyway, point is, I'm glad that I have an understanding mother and dearie who is miles away but still managed to cheer me up.
And this kinda friendship is so rare that I think it happens once in a lifetime. I don't need a lot of friends who don't care, I just need one that truly does.
Alright, I shall get back to movies! Btw, brother totally got my funshion working. How great my life can be?