Jun 29, 2008 23:23
Since I had six and a half hours of free time in the office last shift, I decided to read ALL my journal entries here.
Yes, all four hundred twenty-eight of them.
And I've come to the conclusion that I've grown up. I didn't even realize it because I was so wrapped up with what was going on around me, but yes, I did grow up. Some of the entries were of schoolgirl crushes while others were rants, some had photos while some were practically novels.
Reading through them made me think of the things I left behind as I grew up. While I still giggle like a little girl over something I want, I giggle over different things now.
Although I feel old, I kind of feel good, too. At least I'm sure that everything I'm going through is worth the birthing pains. I'm not quite in that stage called eudaimonia as of yet, but I feel that I'm getting close. It's what I want to achieve - balance.