ahhh ennui
we have date night tonight. A baseball game. I want a date night that would be fun for ME! Something involving cocktails and throbbing bass.
For what seems like the fivehundreth week in row I had plans to go to dance class. Didn't happen this week for very good reason, but still frustrating to be ready to start dancing again and...just...not...
I am on a diet, to lose that last 15-20 lbs. by Stella's B-day to get me back to my pre-pregnancy weight. It's making me very cranky. I want a fucking martini and some ice cream. not together.
Watching the news last night was seriously disturbing. I have the evening news on every night while I make dinner. I usually don't listen. Last night...
-A girl scout leader got ONE YEAR in jail for fondaling (sp) twice in one night a friend of his daughters who was IN THE SAME bed as his daughter. Max sentance could have been eight years. he got ONE.
-Memorial service in the midwest for a seven year old girl, who was murdered, by some guy who had sex with her corpse and then tried to eat the body.
-Some old geezer in Florida was arrested for giving free breast exams. Shit you not, someone noticed something was up when he didn't use gloves. Maybe the fact that he going DOOR TO DOOR might have been the first clue.
add to that all the screwy weather and the approaching bird flu, I fear for my daughters future.
But what really makes me cranky is the unbealivably outrageously horrible week I have had. Surely I have now paid some karmic debt. Please please let it be so, beacause I need some good.
For what seems like the fivehundreth week in row I had plans to go to dance class. Didn't happen this week for very good reason, but still frustrating to be ready to start dancing again and...just...not...
I am on a diet, to lose that last 15-20 lbs. by Stella's B-day to get me back to my pre-pregnancy weight. It's making me very cranky. I want a fucking martini and some ice cream. not together.
Watching the news last night was seriously disturbing. I have the evening news on every night while I make dinner. I usually don't listen. Last night...
-A girl scout leader got ONE YEAR in jail for fondaling (sp) twice in one night a friend of his daughters who was IN THE SAME bed as his daughter. Max sentance could have been eight years. he got ONE.
-Memorial service in the midwest for a seven year old girl, who was murdered, by some guy who had sex with her corpse and then tried to eat the body.
-Some old geezer in Florida was arrested for giving free breast exams. Shit you not, someone noticed something was up when he didn't use gloves. Maybe the fact that he going DOOR TO DOOR might have been the first clue.
add to that all the screwy weather and the approaching bird flu, I fear for my daughters future.
But what really makes me cranky is the unbealivably outrageously horrible week I have had. Surely I have now paid some karmic debt. Please please let it be so, beacause I need some good.