WOW!!!
Wow!!
It has been ages since I have written anything here. I am home sick from work today and found the link to this while searching through my bookmarks for some form of entertainment, I certainly found it. I read back through what little I had written here, man I used to be so deep! Ah, how things change. I am currently living in St. Petersburg, FL and love it. The only problem is I moved down here to work with boats and have yet to get out on the water. Today has been a heck of a day, it started with me chugging a screening agent for my drug test this morning. Shortly after chugging the bottle it all came back out of me and I had to do it all over again. I really hope I passed this drug test for this job. I am currently working at a bank, but the pay is shit and even worse they offered me three promotions without a pay raise. What sort of schmuck takes more responsibility without more pay? Well, I was about to be that schmuck, but I was offered a job by another bank, hence the drug test. The pay is twice what I am making now and it is job I am excited about. The job is financial sales, I know, I know, its not yacht design, but sometimes things just don't work out. Anyway, I really enjoy banking, and I enjoy the game that the corporate world is. Enough about work stuff, on to personality. Boy have I changed, but I guess we all do. My life is not nearly as chaotic as it used to be, whether that is for better or for worse I have yet to figure out. In fact my life is pretty boring, but for right now it is perfect. Me and my dog Cappie (1/2 Schnauzer, 1/2 Poodle) hang out when I am not at work or at school or playing hockey, and well that is basically my life. I am happy where I am at, I will be much happier when i find out I passed this drug test. I have wandered back to work again, crap. I guess that's what I have become, a working stiff as Chris would put it. Like I said before, I am happy with that though, I want to get done with school. I really have learned to love school, I don't think I will ever learn to love the work that goes along with it though, but in between semesters I don't know what do with my self and I get depressed because I feel like I am wasting my time. My views have only changed slightly, I am still conflicted every day. The one thing I have learned though is everyone deals with inner conflict of whether to live the life you want to live or live the life you should live. With all things the answer is in the middle. The one thing I noticed after reading my past entries is I need to enjoy every day a little more. I have been looking to the future a lot lately and forgetting about the enjoyment today brings. Anyway, I must be going. Cappie is begging to go outside, and it is another beautiful day here in sunny Florida. Hopefully it won't be two year until I write again.
It has been ages since I have written anything here. I am home sick from work today and found the link to this while searching through my bookmarks for some form of entertainment, I certainly found it. I read back through what little I had written here, man I used to be so deep! Ah, how things change. I am currently living in St. Petersburg, FL and love it. The only problem is I moved down here to work with boats and have yet to get out on the water. Today has been a heck of a day, it started with me chugging a screening agent for my drug test this morning. Shortly after chugging the bottle it all came back out of me and I had to do it all over again. I really hope I passed this drug test for this job. I am currently working at a bank, but the pay is shit and even worse they offered me three promotions without a pay raise. What sort of schmuck takes more responsibility without more pay? Well, I was about to be that schmuck, but I was offered a job by another bank, hence the drug test. The pay is twice what I am making now and it is job I am excited about. The job is financial sales, I know, I know, its not yacht design, but sometimes things just don't work out. Anyway, I really enjoy banking, and I enjoy the game that the corporate world is. Enough about work stuff, on to personality. Boy have I changed, but I guess we all do. My life is not nearly as chaotic as it used to be, whether that is for better or for worse I have yet to figure out. In fact my life is pretty boring, but for right now it is perfect. Me and my dog Cappie (1/2 Schnauzer, 1/2 Poodle) hang out when I am not at work or at school or playing hockey, and well that is basically my life. I am happy where I am at, I will be much happier when i find out I passed this drug test. I have wandered back to work again, crap. I guess that's what I have become, a working stiff as Chris would put it. Like I said before, I am happy with that though, I want to get done with school. I really have learned to love school, I don't think I will ever learn to love the work that goes along with it though, but in between semesters I don't know what do with my self and I get depressed because I feel like I am wasting my time. My views have only changed slightly, I am still conflicted every day. The one thing I have learned though is everyone deals with inner conflict of whether to live the life you want to live or live the life you should live. With all things the answer is in the middle. The one thing I noticed after reading my past entries is I need to enjoy every day a little more. I have been looking to the future a lot lately and forgetting about the enjoyment today brings. Anyway, I must be going. Cappie is begging to go outside, and it is another beautiful day here in sunny Florida. Hopefully it won't be two year until I write again.