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I feel like expanding on my last post. My job has become a joke, I feel like I get no respect and the only satisfaction I get is in designing forms and processes for a system that will be obsolete in two months. On top of that I still do not have a girlfriend, friends, or anything resembling a life. I work, come home, sleep, work, come home, sleep
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on day to day. They just aren't that introspective. Or maybe I'm just
being too harsh on them. XD I just totally don't get 'normal' people
sometimes.
You can't say that you haven't done fun and interesting things. You play
video games, those are plenty fun ^-^ and you have learned Japanese which
is completely interesting. So just starting with those two things, what
is it about them that attracts you? You have an affinity for language?
Japanese culture? Just want to understand those games that never get
translated? XD What about those seemingly insignificant games do you
enjoy so much? The worlds, the battles, the characters? They make a great
escape for a reason.
To point out further that you have interesting thought patterns, how about
"drinking cafeteria fruit drippings that were fermented in a sewer
pipe."? With comments like that I'm sure you have more to yourself
than perhaps even you realize.
You're not pathetic in the least. And you may say "That's because
you just don't know."
I think you'd greatly benefit from just a few friends that you could just
be your "weird-ass guy" self around - because, well, perhaps that is the
person that you are (in more than the physical sense). ;) Since when are
those kinds of people uninteresting?
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Somehow I just have to face what I am and accept it. I am the only one who has these unrealistic expectations of myself.
Bt the way that prison wine is actually a real thing. http://www.blacktable.com/gillin030901.htm
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