Fallen Star:

Mar 16, 2005 16:16

Wow it's been ages since I've kept up this journal. But I'll record this dream cause it was great and meaningful.

There's this one convenience store that pops up in my dreams all the time. Always at night and always very lonely and abandoned with one guy working there and it's not busy at all. No one is ever there but me.

So my friend from high school Nathan and I met up and caught up and threw a party. The usual kind of kegger with plastic cup beers.

Star is there too. We get to talking, and we take a walk alone. I felt guilty for it cause I'm in a relationship. So we head to this convenience store and crawl over a brick wall to get there cause we didn't wanna walk around on the road.

We get over, and she kinda falls and I catch her before she does. I brush the hair from her face and my mind tells me not to kiss her but my body is telling me otherwise. Face to face, we get so close that our lips brush but it's not a kiss but a tingling sensation on the very ends of my lips.

Then we kiss passionately. For a long time we gently suck on each other's lips with gentle brushing of tongue. With me still holding her from catching her after she almost tripped she falls on top of me and we continue making out in this abandoned convenience store parking lot.

Clothes start to come off and she's only in bra and panties and then I slither under her and kiss her thighs....

But then I see a shadowy figure out of the corner of my eye. It felt feminine. I thought it was my girlfriend at first, then my mom, then I had no idea who it was. It was non-human and ghostlike and just watched. And made me feel guilty for what I was doing. So we stopped. And I wake up.

Even in a dream or fantasy setting, my conscience kicked in. I woke up feeling a much stronger love for my girlfriend and thinking how I only want her.
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