Grr.

Apr 19, 2005 23:56

TAKS. Gross. Boring. Unnecessary. That's all I have to say about that.
The only good this is that we're in a British teacher's room and I love hearing her talk.

I was supposed to get Gabby time last night but I couldn't find me tennis shoes. :( So that was a no. Buuut I did get to spend 45 minutes of my time talking to BEN on the phone and then going on a Target adventure with HIM. Classical music...mmm. I must say that I enjoyed it very much..I <3 BEN time. Pluuus, I'm getting some BEN time in on Friday and I'm so excited. :D

The second half of my classes are the ones that I like so therefore I hated today. And I will hate Thursday. But I did spend about six hours with Kyra today and you know that I was laughing the whole time. "John, you can't call me immature! You haven't reached puberty!" "YES I HAVE!"

I just don't understand how some people can be so negative about things. The world is not that bad...your life isn't that bad. Get over your petty little problems that don't even compare to those who are a lot less fortunate than you are. If not having a girlfriend/boyfriend or being impatient that high school isn't over yet is your biggest problem then you have nothing to complain about. Be happy with what you have or else work hard to get what you want. "There's that beautiful girl that doesn't even know I'm alive and all I can think about is her and I wish that I can just tell her that I've been in love with her since fifth grade and I just want her to glance my way." Blah blah blah. "Ohhh, high school isn't ending soon enough. I JUST WANT TO GET OUT. There's nothing left for me here because I've had a bad high school experience because I'm SO DAMN negative all the time because apparently that's what I have to be to be cool and to fit in." Yes, shoot me. I understand that seniors just want these last 4 1/2 weeks to fly by and to get out of here but stop complaining about it. We all know how you want to get out. And I hope that it goes by faster for you because that means that I don't have to see your face for a long time if ever again. I, of course, will miss the select few that brighten up my day. But I know that I'll (hopefully) get to hang out with them some over the summer and that they'll come and see me when they come back to visit.

And for all of you that think that being negative is so cool, then get over yourselves. If you think that being negative and criticizing everyone but yourself is going to make you feel better and make life easier for you, then please get out of my life. I don't want to deal with you anymore.
I'm tired of all the stupid people that surround me.

But I love all of my friends that make me smile. <3
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