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pheww.. doug said i definitely made the team. he said i'll probably play 12 or 13 which is amazing! i was really suprised, since i lost sooo many matches. and many of them weren't close in score at all..i lost my confidence it was crazy; i missed so many put-away shots. but man i'm so relaxed now..i was unbelievably tense about it. my shoulder has been cramping so my serves are blagghhhh...yesterday was terrible, i was so upset with how i played. i didn't know what to do with myself, i hated thinking about tennis. i haddd to get out. that's why it was so nice to see jared. he always makes me feel better. and always so honest with me; i respect that a lot. it makes it all that much more flattering. made my day was a lot better.
oh well thank god it worked out. such a better way to start off the year. i'm hoping now that i will play better, since i won't be as nervous.
even more exciting, i get to get my motorcycle permit today! well hopefully, my mommy said i could. i've only read thru the manual online, so i'll probably pick one up and read it while i'm waiting to take the test...my parents have been surprisingly cool about the motorbike thing, but i guess it would be a long time before i could get the license anyway. a little under a year. i would buy the bike anyway. mmm i'm excited.
oh well thank god it worked out. such a better way to start off the year. i'm hoping now that i will play better, since i won't be as nervous.
even more exciting, i get to get my motorcycle permit today! well hopefully, my mommy said i could. i've only read thru the manual online, so i'll probably pick one up and read it while i'm waiting to take the test...my parents have been surprisingly cool about the motorbike thing, but i guess it would be a long time before i could get the license anyway. a little under a year. i would buy the bike anyway. mmm i'm excited.