Thoughts.
Too much has happened in so little time. I'm not even sure how it all played out. All I know is, I met my replacement and was in the process of capturing him for Orochimaru-sama when everything turned to chaos as others arrived, the Godaime included.
Summarily, the whole ordeal resulted in a draw: The twins and Kidoumaru injured fairly badly, Orochimaru-sama not entirely in the greatest of moods as the Haruno girl was taken back and his arms still not healed, and Kabuto-sensei ridiculously tired from both fighting and having to deal with the medicinal aftermath. The Uchiha only managed minimal damage to my left arm, so I've treated myself, to save Kabuto-sensei some precious time.
I've been spending more time with Kidoumaru since Tayuya's been even more unbearable with her bragging. Janen's alright, I suppose. Since Sakon was kind enough to care for my plants recently, the lynx has been darting into my room every now and again, and frantically tries to claw me whenever I pick him up and place him back in the hallway, but he hasn't done any real damage... I'm sure Kabuto-sensei will be kind to remind me that nothing has happened "yet". I just know that I am happy with my plants, and I don't think I'd want anything more mobile around me.
I think I've reached a new level in depression. As if almost dying and losing my purpose to Orochimaru-sama wasn't enough, the mere sight of my replacement was enough to make me want to stab myself in the stomach. He tried to do that for me, but I definitely didn't want to give him the satisfaction.
And then there's Kidoumaru. This whole affair of interrogating him to see if he'd betray Orochimaru-sama is driving me insane. I can't believe I feel this way, but I'm angry at Orochimaru-sama. Angry at him and Kidoumaru for falling for the stupid Konoha chuunin. I'm mostly angry at myself, however, and these stupid emotions I've now decided to have. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?!
With that said, I'm going to sleep now. No one disturb me, or they'll find an ulna at their throat. Thank you, and goodnight.
Summarily, the whole ordeal resulted in a draw: The twins and Kidoumaru injured fairly badly, Orochimaru-sama not entirely in the greatest of moods as the Haruno girl was taken back and his arms still not healed, and Kabuto-sensei ridiculously tired from both fighting and having to deal with the medicinal aftermath. The Uchiha only managed minimal damage to my left arm, so I've treated myself, to save Kabuto-sensei some precious time.
I've been spending more time with Kidoumaru since Tayuya's been even more unbearable with her bragging. Janen's alright, I suppose. Since Sakon was kind enough to care for my plants recently, the lynx has been darting into my room every now and again, and frantically tries to claw me whenever I pick him up and place him back in the hallway, but he hasn't done any real damage... I'm sure Kabuto-sensei will be kind to remind me that nothing has happened "yet". I just know that I am happy with my plants, and I don't think I'd want anything more mobile around me.
I think I've reached a new level in depression. As if almost dying and losing my purpose to Orochimaru-sama wasn't enough, the mere sight of my replacement was enough to make me want to stab myself in the stomach. He tried to do that for me, but I definitely didn't want to give him the satisfaction.
And then there's Kidoumaru. This whole affair of interrogating him to see if he'd betray Orochimaru-sama is driving me insane. I can't believe I feel this way, but I'm angry at Orochimaru-sama. Angry at him and Kidoumaru for falling for the stupid Konoha chuunin. I'm mostly angry at myself, however, and these stupid emotions I've now decided to have. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?!
With that said, I'm going to sleep now. No one disturb me, or they'll find an ulna at their throat. Thank you, and goodnight.